YOU deserve much better!

Amber & Chad...
BAAAD COUPLE! Chad is a disgusting cheater who treats Amber like she's dirt. Somehow, Amber is convinced that she'll never do any better then Chad. He cheated on her more then 30 times but she continues to stay with him. Her friends have threatened to stop talking to her but she continues to stay with him. He hits her...but she continues to stay with him. Okay before you freak out completely, her parents now know that Chad hit her- that doesn't stop her though. She thinks she's so ugly and fat and no one will love her. When a guy cheats on you with TONS AND TONS of girls, in the boys bathroom, then he doesn't love you. If he loved you he wouldn't have done anything like that. There are so many guys out there who would love to be with Amber but she doesn't see that. She sees "Chad is my popular football player and I can't do any better..." and that's it! There ARE good guys out there, girls! I know it sounds like I'm bragging about Danny and I'm not trying to do that- I'm just saying there are good guys out there. I tried telling Amber that and she was like- "Shut up Cassidy! Just because you have your boyfriend doesn't mean you know anything! I thought my boyfriend was pretty great too."
And before I could cover my mouth I blurted out "Well at least my boyfriend doesn't stick his business in any random girl that'll let him!"

Amber laughed but she knew I was being serious. Don't let yourself fall into her situation because no one deserves the abuse that she takes everyday.You are beautiful and yolu deserve much better:)

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8 more!!

Whatever happened to the last couple weeks of school being super fun? Now we have all these exams and grades and averages and blah, blah, BLAH! Most of the normal teachers only give out exam reviews this week but NOT Ms.Meanie Pants (geo. teacher)!I have a project about Australia due tomorrow and I haven't even started on it yet. To be honest, I probably won't. I've been so lazy lately-I don't even try to do my hair anymore! I just throw it back in a bun and pin my bangs back. There's no point in trying to get all fancy for school because it's gonna get messed up in gym anyway. We run a mile EVERYDAY in gym now. And guess who must stare at me while we run....MARTIN!! Today, the guy's coach had them sit down outside and watch us

-_- *jerk*

I kind of thought that it was just me being crazy but I asked one of my friends to run behind me (to watch him and see if he actually does stare). She fell back behind me and watched him when we passed. And surely, she assured me that I wasn't crazy. He was staring. I think he's just trying to mess with me like how I did to him. WELL IT WAS FUNNY WHEN I DID IT! It's only awkward and creepy when he does it...

8 more days until summer and I can't wait! This is going to be my first summer when I'm actually going out and having fun. Seriously, the last summer I spent in complete isolation, preparing myself for freshman year. Now I don't care.

I look back at how scared I was about being a freshman but now I realize how stupid I was for caring. In the beginning I tried to act like I was someone else and it just made me seem awkward. A couple of months ago I stopped caring and I had fun! I suddenly made more friends:) and that makes me very happy. So here goes to show-be yourself and you'll be happy.

Oh Darling, don't you ever grow up!

I've been thinking...
Whenever I see a little girl or boy in the store or on the street it makes me smile. I love kids. Maybe it's because of the innocence in their eyes or their geniune smile. They've never been hurt or broken. Well at least most of them. When I listen to some Taylor Swift songs it seems like she had a fun childhood. With a close family. And it makes me very sad sometimes. There was one moment in my life when I was too innocent to realize what was going on- in my family or in the world. There was a time when I thought Evelyn and Larry cared but they never did. I've made peace with that but it still makes me angry at times. When I look at Danny's family I see that they're so close, while my immediate family is close, we're kind of alone. The rest of the family couldn't care less. When I was a kid everyone was close. When I look back on being a kid I remember staring up at the sky and making up stories in my head. I wish I could go back and listen to those stories again. I'd give anything to listen to my own thoughts when I was little. Sometimes I wish I never grew up...

Sweetie-pie, honey-bun!

So Danny...

We've been together for about 3 months? It'll be 3 months in a couple of weeks. It's time for me to be all lovey dovey and cutesy and stuff. He is literally the sweetest boy ever! I know every girl says that about their boyfriends but I'm certain about this. He's absolutely the kindest person I have ever met. He makes me sooo happy! It's funny how much things have changed since that first post I did about him. I thought he was so cute. I'm not trying to say that I know anything because this is my first real boyfriend but I've found a pretty fantastic guy. I sit and watch my friends practically get abused by these guys and then I have my sweetheart (I would never call him that to his face). For some reason he thinks I'm beautiful and he feels that it's necessary to tell me constantly. I think he's mentally insaine but I'm okay with that. What gets annoying about him is that he gets mad when I'm joking around about myself. Like once he grabbed my side and I said "Don't grab my flab!" I was kidding but he got mad and rolled his "Whatever!" he grumbled. He's not used to me making fun of myself? He better get used to it because that's ALL I do:) As you've noticed from this blog. More posts later...

IF YOU FLIPPING CORNER ME ONE MORE TIME..

So there's this guy named Martin...

My friend LeAnne had a big crush on him for a long time. So of course, me being the fantastic friend I am, I gave her a little push in his direction. Literally, I pushed her into him once. I have gym with him so after LeAnne told me she had a crush on him I stared at him. EVERY GIRL DOES THIS! If your friend is dating a guy or something, you stare at the guy! It doesn't mean you like him or anything. You're just suddenly fascinated with the guy...it's completely normal! Well I shouldn't have done that. ..

I was walking to the parking lot after school and I walked past Martin and his friend Chrisopher. I heard Martin whisper "That's her..." and Christopher looked over at me. What would you do in this situation? I laughed out loud.

Why? I'm not sure but I just continued to walk past them, staring off into the distance. They 'cornered' me the entire time.

What is 'cornering'? When you look at someone out of the corner your eye. But it's only 'cornering' when you're blatantly obvious. Next thing I know, a week later Chris is sending me a message on Facebook that says "pourquoi es-tu si belle?" OF COURSE I GOOGLE TRANSLATED THAT! And it means "Why are you so beautiful?".

I ignored it. Out of nowhere, Martin starts staring at ME during gym...it's not as fun when you're on the other side of it!! I don't like it! UGH!!! I want him to talk to LeAnne! Guys make me angry.

Oh my! Cassidy is back for good?

Hello my very fabulous readers!
I know you're ready to kill me for not writing in more then a month. Life is a strange thing. Something happens and you forget to blog about it. Then next thing you know it's May 23rd and you're 15 and freshman year is almost over! I'm sorry that I didn't keep my promise of posting all year round. I'm going to try super hard to get your trust back (to the 1 loyal fan who still reads this). So get ready for a BLOGFEST! Blogs left and right all about MY life after my last post! Are you ready? You better be baby! I'm going to be ranting and raving. I'm going to be sharing my stupid stories and bad mistakes. I'm going to talk about a boy named DANNY! Yup, Cassidy has a boyfriend of around 3 months (or did you forget?). You know that minute when you're jumping on a trampoline and someone else plops down right next to you- for one moment you're flying through the air in complete bliss but as soon as that second is up you come flying back down to earth, waiting for the next leap. THAT'S the moment my life is in right now. That split second of bliss. You know why? BECAUSE I MISSED YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!!!