To text or not to text. That is the question!

Today was pretty uneventful I have to admit. BUT I've realized that my crush for Scott has grown over the weekend. I had a strange dream about him:

It was snowing (remember that I live in Texas and it almost never snows.) I was in the park, just sitting there on a bench. People were walking past me holding hands and pushing strollers and jogging (it was a normal scene). Until Scott suddenly pops up next to me on the bench and smiles at me *I WAKE UP*
GRRR!! I tried soo hard to go back to that dream! I get to school and walk into my class and he starts talking to me. I get that weird droppy, floaty feeling. I sat down at my chair in the front of the room and waited a minute. He was sitting alone texting. After a minute of building up courage I walked over and sat down next to him.

CRAZY RIGHT?! Who knew Cassidy could do that right?

Well anyway, so I sit down next to him saying "Scott, whats your number? So we can like communicate." he laughs and awkwardly gives me his number. I go "Yesterday, I saw you on Facebook and I was like 'I want to get his number'." he laughed again. I stayed next to him a while just talking (occasionally letting my knee brush against his!!!) Yup, it was lovely! Well anyway, I want to text him. But I don't want to text him at the same time.

Do you think I should wait a day?

I hate-

You've seen the videos on Youtube. It's time for me to get back to the roots of the reason why I starting writing this blog in the first place...

I HATE LIST:
1. I hate the kid that wears a baseball hat to school. The principal is going to make you take it off anyway. Why wear it? You're trying to be cool. That's why!
2.When people show you the same picture over and over. YEAH I'VE SEEN IT BEFORE 20 DIFFERENT TIMES!!
3. When someone walks 2 mph. in the hallway! Come on guys!
4. When people think you're weird because you complimented them. DUDE TAKE A COMPLIMENT. I JUST SAID YOUR HAIR LOOKS NICE!
5.Cats. They suck your breath out while you're sleeping!! Lol XD
6.People who mess up lyrics.
7. Gingers. They don't have souls (haha JUST KIDDING)
8. 'Mature' teenagers. THERE IS NO SUCH THING!!
9. When it takes someone an hour to reply to text messages.
10. When you write a hella long paragraph and they write back "ok"
11. Girls who cuss too much.
12. When my mom tells me I'm arguing. IM NOT ARGUING!! I'M ADDING SOMETHING TO THE COVERSATION.
13. People who won't admit if they are wrong.
14. Short people...
15. annoying people....
16. people...

Haha I hope this entertained you XD.

did they just-?

I haven't written in a while. I really should do that because I end up having to write a hella long blog to catch up. So lets see...what happened? Today was pretty great I have to admit. I was sick yesterday (I was technically skipping) so I have a BUNCH of make up work. But beyond that I've had a pretty good day. In first period I ended up recording my friend Autty and Maria dancing to 'Teenage Dream' By Katy Perry. In 3rd I took this test that had 100 QUESTIONS! But I think I passed? Weird...Anyway, during lunch Dusty was telling all these really disturbing jokes. Like "What's the difference between an ugly girl and a fat girl?" Lol I know it's already offensive. But the punch line is "You can drink a fat girl skinny but you can't drink an ugly girl pretty." OMG THAT IS SO HORRIBLE. but why am i laughing? I think I'm losing my heart?!

There was a Pep Rally in 8th period but I texted my mom to pick me up instead of going (the pep rallies are very 'peppy'. We sit for an hour on uncomfortable bleachers. Watch our cheerleaders WHO ARE THE SUCKIEST CHEERLEADERS IN THE WORLD. Then we leave...fun?). It was raining today so instead of standing in the rain I sat by the door and waited for my mom to text me. When 3 guys walk up. Jake, Brett, and this other guy. I talk to Jake a lot. So he runs up to me and gives me a high five. His hair was cut short...it looks a lot better.

Jake started to walk outside but looked back at Brett and said "Let me back in if I ask." Brett promises that he will. Jake stands outside for a second before turning back. Brett runs away from the door. I'm laughing my butt off and I'm thinking about just walking away. But I open the door anyway. Jake walks in (soaking wet from the rain I might add) and smiles at me. He said something in a really low voice. I didn't hear him. But then he moves closer to me. I was wondering what he was doing? Finally I hear him say "That deserves a hug.". He wrapped his arms around my waist. In a shocked voice I say "O-okay?". He squeezed me tightly before walking away. All I'm thinking at this moment is "That was weird." but I was smiling...a lot.

Ahh! Do I like Jake?! Does Jake like me?! WHY DID I LIKE HUGGING HIM SO MUCH?!?!?! Now that I think about it...he did hug me for a long time. I was too shocked to hug him back...I just like stood there. Now I feel bad...I really did like hugging him. He has a nice chest...random I know. Ahaha XD.

I'm texting him right now. I told him that I didn't know which Jake he was (I knew it was him). I just hope he answers back. No school on Monday...YAY!!

&& the word of the day is: baby!

So I haven't written in a long time and a lot of things have happened. It seems like High School isn't like how they show it in movies. In movies there is always that one mean girl and that one hot guy. In movies it's so cliquey. My high school isn't like this. 2,000 people. There's so many people in that school that no one really knows anyone.

EVERYONE IS PREGNANT!! There are 3 pregnant girls in my gym class. All of them are keeping their babies. MY PARENTS WOULD KILL ME. Seriously, I would be dead. In high school it's like innocence is so shocking. People gasp when they hear that I want to stay a virgin until I am totally, and completely in-love with someone. Not the teenage hormone love, nah. I wish the Sesame Street prepared you for things like this. So on the first day of High School you don't stare at a pregnant girl with your mouth hitting the floor.

B and Gordy broke up. of course. B won't let a relationship go past a week. It's not that she wants to 'play the field' (because she doesn't have any players) but that she didn't really like Gordy. She just liked the idea of having a boyfriend and as soon as the new feeling faded she broke up with him. B has made a lot of people mad lately.

At lunch she and Gordy irritated Melissa so much (when B and Gordy were still 'together') Gordy called Melissa a b*tch. So Melissa freaked out and cussed them out practically. Then B didn't sit with us at lunch but texted me saying

"Stop talking about me at that table!"

WE WEREN'T EVEN TALKING ABOUT HER! We were discussing how napkins are a privilege. (inside joke with a CRAZY janitor)

We also said: "Is she sitting somewhere else."

"Yeah, I guess so." that was it...

I mean really? How self-centered can you be? The world doesn't revolve around you and neither do our lunch table topics.

On the less dramatic note: I've gotten smaller! When school started I gained some weight. Then I started watching what I ate (again) and I swam everyday after school. Plus I climb TONS of stairs at school so I'm burning a lot of calories. I like my size now because some girls be BIG. Sometimes I feel sorry for them, ya know. But it's whatever because they don't need my pity. There's always that girl that's a little bit prettier and there's always a girl that's a little bit fatter. And I know some guys who LOVE big girls. So...YOU GO BIG GIRLS!

Oh and Todd has a girlfriend (boo-hoo?) nah, I'm not that cut up about it. I don't expect him not to have a girl friend he's too cute. In my 8th period we did an experiment outside. Cross country was running outside and he ran past us. Keep in mind that it's summer in Texas and it's 98 degrees on a cool day. So he was practically dying. I wanted to run after him with a water bottle. But hey, he loves running.....oh and his girl friend! (Lol I got off track for a second) she is so cute! She's tiny (skinny and short). She's Hispanic and has long black hair that seems always perfect and her make up always looks great....

I'd say that I hate her for being so perfect but she's so sweet that I can't even pretend to hate her.

Lol well that sucks...

A little bit of homecoming!!!!

Hey, It's me and it's 8:00 in the morning and I'm tired. homecoming was extremely, extremely fun! We WON! 51 to 28...yeah, baby! And so, so much happened! So I'm going to start from the beginning:

Mom was in a BAD mood. She was screaming while she picked me up from school. She said she hates student drivers. I was joking and implied that she was in a student parking lot. She replied with "I am not in the mood Cassidy!" yeah....obviously! Then she complained the entire car ride home about nothing! Finally when we got to the house I just walked inside the house and SHE WAS STILL COMPLAINING!


I cleaned my room so my mom would let me go to homecoming. While I was getting ready I burnt my neck with my curling iron and it looks like a HICKEY!!! Can you say embarrassing? While I was burning myself, Maggie was texting me telling me to hurry up! Mom and I leave the house and we're not sure which football field to go to so I call Melissa. While I'm on the phone with her my dog is barking and mom is cussing out the person driving ahead of us. Melissa just laughed. There was SOO much traffic by the high school so mom dropped me off on the side of the road and I ran across the street (most frightening thing ever.) I get my ticket and text Maggie asking where she is. I go up in the stands and look and can't find her until I see her and Gordy jumping and waving.

Maggie was sitting with her date Andy (who by the way is a very cool guy!) and Gordy (Big, big guy but extremely hilarious) Andy and Maggie were kind of nervous but they were so cute. Maggie wanted me to show up early so it wasn't awkward between them two. As soon as I sit down Maggie says "Let me see your hickey!" and Andy and Gordy look at me like 'what?'. Lol a couple minutes later Gordy takes my phone and gives it to Andy and he puts it in his pocket. Andy gestured for me to get it. I was not sticking my hand in his pocket so.....I asked Maggie to do it! She didn't...

When everybody who was sitting with us came there were 10 people! Melissa and her date Dane (who I thought was very weird) Victoria and her cousin Kendall (who is really great) Travy (annoying sometimes) came to sit with us. I found out that Gordy was going out with B!!!! I was so mad that she didn't tell me! But I like him better then any of her other Ex boyfriends (execpt for Scott of course).


We walked to the concession stand and I saw my 10 YEAR OLD cousin. 10 year olds shouldn't go to homecoming games.
When we got our food we had 3 gatorades, a sprite, pizza, and nachos. I didn't want my gatorade so I gave it to Autty who ending up sitting with us.

Andy put cheese on Maggie's shirt sleeve. So Maggie stuck her whole hand in the nachos and wiped it all over the front of his shirt. They had a cheese war! that picture is them.

It came time to leave and everyone walked in a group to go get picked up. Everyone else was picked up so I was kind of alone. Until these two big, scary guys were walking close to me. I called my dad fast telling him not to hang up the phone so I won't be raped or killed. I crossed the street in the dark and finally got in the car and homecoming was over....

Oh wowness?

Today was TWINKIE DAY! How wonderful, right? Today was pretty good. Jimmy was dressed like a crazy person! He had on some giant beads, three pairs of shorts (including some pink booty shorts). Then in gym he dressed out so he was only wearing those pink booty shorts. Funniest thing ever!! He walked past me and I just started laughing my butt off! He had the palest legs!

PC came back today! He's been gone all week and he finally came to school. He was wearing his standard purple contacts. My friend Autty said he was 'super fine' (Autty is a guy by the way). I agreed with him. Sadly, PC is short. He's shorter then me and I'm 5'3! But only by about an inch....he's tiny.

Yesterday it stormed like CRAZY! But it didn't rain today so I wasn't soaked in rain water. But I walked down to the bus stop and 2 chiuauwas attacked me! Yeah, then their owner ran out to get them. Their owner was an overweight, old chick who was wearing a sheer robe with nothing beneath! It was blinding!!

I wish I had someone to go to homecoming with but....nope. Tons of girls got their mums today. We don't have lockers so they had to carry it around all day. Haha one girl had a mum that was HUGE! Homecoming is depressing now. It's just rubbing the fact that no guys like me in my face :/ (awh, she feels sorry for herself....blah I know it's annoying Lol).

Homecoming week bay-bay!

Yeah, you read it right. This week is homecoming week. Yay, right? It's the only week where we don't have to wear uniforms because we get to dress up and wear CRAZY outfits.

Yesterday was nerd day. Very humorous! Today was 'Western Day'. Mostly, everyone wore plaid shirts and cowboy hats. Tomorrow is 'twin day' and B is forcing me to be her twin...great.

Friday is homecoming and no I don't have a date. I might not even go because I don't have anyone to go with!!! All my friends have 'dates'. It's annoying.

On the brightside, Scott and his girlfriend broke up.

Okay so it's not a BRIGHT brightside but a brightside nontheless. She broke up with him for a guy name DemarcusJarine (yeah, I wish I was making that name up). Scott was bummed about it but we haven't talked since

Thursday! Well not one-on-one. There's this secret dream of mine that he'll ask me to homecoming. But that won't happen, I'm sure.

I'm currently working on a video montage :) I'll post it later.

OMG....facts!

I've been wasting my ENTIRE Labor day reading posts on this website! It's great!
http://www.omg-facts.com

So did you know that Johnny Depp lost his virginity to a groupie when he was 13? Or thatPlay-doh was originally made to be a wallpaper cleaner. Or that Jimmy Carter was the first president to be born in a hospital. Or that Rats can find their way out of a maze faster with Mozart playing.

Okay there is one thing that I must discuss....JOHNNY DEPP LOST HIS VIRGINITY TO A GROUPIE WHEN HE WAS 13? Huh? He started smoking when he was 12 and was in a rock band when he turned 13. He was with a 14-year-old groupie in the back of the band's van. OH MY GOSh! Isn't that crazy? Lol I don't care though, he is still my role model (but only for acting).

You learn insaine things on that website! But there is another website that is so, so, so sweet! And it Gives Me Hope (literaly).

http://love.givesmehope.com/

Here are some of my favorite stories:

There's a nerdy girl at my highschool who got badly burned.
Her face looks grated from and she has permantely lost her eyebrows and eyelashes. When a popular guy asked her out, she thought it was a joke and started crying.
They celebrated their 2-year anniversary today.

I was texting one of my guy friends the other day.
We were joking around about a note I had written him back in 9th grade and he was a senior saying good luck at the football game. I hardly knew him at the time.
I signed my name with a heart. He sent me a picture of the note. It was old and faded.
He told me he keeps it with him always.

I've been abused by my parents ever since I could remember.
One day, I came to school with scars all over my neck. Everyone pointed and stared. All except one boy, who walked up to me and told me that I was the prettiest girl there. We are still together to this day.

One day, I was putting on my makeup and my 5 year old brother was watching me. He asked, "How come you use all that stuff for your face?" I looked at him and said, "I'm not too sure. To make myself feel better I guess."
He kinda smiled and replied with "But your pretty the way you are."

I told my best friend that I truly thought I was ugly.
He promised to send a 'Good Morning Beautiful' text every Saturday and Sunday, and any day I didn't see him.
Three months later, I felt beautiful and told him. It was a Saturday. I still got a text from him the next morning, because he wanted to stick to his promise.

Thunder storms, drama, and purple contacts.

Yesterday and this morning a storm passed through. I had to walk in the rain this morning to get to the bus stop. But it was all good because I got to school and got to sit with my CR-AZY friends. The power went off in the cafeteria and my friend Austin stood up and screamed like a girl! Lol.

My first period is with this really cute guy with purple contacts (lets call him PC) PC's eyes are amazing and I told him that. He was kind of like "Um...okay?" but he was smiling. He's friends with my friend KC and we usually all walk together to 2nd period. But KC wasn't here today. So we walked without her. At first I didn't know he was walking with me. He just pops up next to me so I flinch and accidently hit this guy next to me. Lol. We just start talking about random things until we pass his classroom and he's still walking with me. I go "Isn't that your classroom?" he just stops, turns around and laughs. This kid is funny :) too bad he's shorter then me.

Drama, drama is starting. There is this guy. And he is B's ex boyfriend. And my other friend's boyfriend. But he is so great. I haven't talked to him much before today. I always thought he was this angry guy because his face always has this scal. But he isn't...he's really nice.

In 3rd period he sits next to my friend Kayleigh and we had a project to do with partners. Kayleigh doesn't like him so she made him move so her friend could sit next to her. So he moved up to sit next to me. I turned to him and said "Kayleigh made you move? That sucks." he smiled and said "Yeah, she doesn't like me.".

I was trying to be friendly so that he didn't regret having to sit next to me so I say "Do you want to be partners." he said "sure". So the project had something to do with making a business and naming it and suppling rules for the employees. Scott (thats going to be his name) was like "What do you want our company to do?" I didn't know what to do so I just spout off random things until I said "Make paper!" he laughed and wrote it down. Then we tried to come up with a name. Eventually we settled with "Paper Cut Inc."

After that we just started talking about random things. He's an army brat and he plays football. He laughs at almost anything I say (which is strange). We talked about how guys have hairy legs, and USC college, blow off classes, coaches, and deep voices and...just random yet wonderful things. I kind of feel like I'm getting a crush on him...uh-oh. Oops?

Well, I'm not going to do anything about it though. Well, not at least until he and his girlfriend break up (if). I get to talk to him tomorrow in third period again. Maybe, I can see if I really like him or not?