The things we do for love: Todds back!!

I was on Facebook as usual. I usually turn off the im app but for some reason i decided to keep it on today. The reason: fate, maybe? Haha okay so it wasn't like that.

But the im app shows who else is online. Guess who was online....TODD!! Yay! Believe that I had a mini heart attack when I saw it.

Dramatization:

*in my room*

Me- "Oh I think I'll go on Facebook..."

*a couple of mintues later*

Me- "....." *turns on im* "TODD!!!!"

It's ridiculous how excited I got when I didn't even talk to him. Woooowwwww, that is very loserish.

On another note; major embarrassment hit today. On Facebook there is an app called "My friends secrets". Pretty much it asks you 'yes or no' questions about your friends like: "Do you think Bob has ever smoked? Yes or No" Then it tells 'Bob' the question and the answer. Bob then has to earn points to see who answered the question.

Well I got a new question today. Well, it's not exactly 'new' but I never read it before so it's

'new' to me.

The question was: Has Cassidy ever fanitzized about you?
The answer was: Yes.

Of course, I had to know who this was. I thought it was one of my friends messing with me. I earned enough points to see who it was. I was shocked at the answer.

Dramatization:
*on Friends Secrets*

Me: "Yes! Now I can see who said that.............OH MY GOD!!!"
*Crash* *boom* *bang* *smash* *crunch* *ouch*

I was so shocked that I literary FELL OUT OF MY SEAT!! And knocked down a couple of things....Do you want to know who said it? *drum roll* .....TODD.....

Yes, Todd! Todd answered 'Yes'. Ah! I had a mini heart attack. No lie, no joke he seriously said that. I didn't know what to do. Should I be happy or embarrassed? I mean, he sorta noticed me for a second. But then again he thinks a I fantizize about him (which even I have admit is a little creepy).

I would comment on it but I don't know how long ago that was, it could've been months ago. *sigh* Oh well, I guess I'll think of another way to talk to him.

Boys, AFSP, and clumsiness.

I'm sort of mad today because I was going to go to the waterpark with my friend Meli BUT I fell and got a injury that would get infected if I went into the water so...that sucks.

It's not that bad, I mean it's just a cut on my thigh with a bruise surrounding it. I got it because...well I already posted a blog about it but Blogger was stupid and I accidentaly deleted it. So what happened was:

I woke up to my dog scratching at the door. I stood up but my leg was asleep. I tried to walk but my leg went "Nope!" and I fell straight, head first onto the ground....what a wonderful way to start the morning.

So I couldn't go to the waterpark and I'm stuck with this stupid, *fudging *a lot of people say that* bruise/ cut . It's really ugly and right on my shin so that really sucks.

Okay so AFSP stands for "Annoying Freakishly Smart People". Ya know those people? The one's that'll correct your grammer and make you look like an idiot in front of everyone. Well, for some reason my dad invited his co-worker and their family over to our house tonight. IT WAS AWFUL! They have a daughter about my age so my parents made me hang out with her. It was the "Oh, you guys are about the same age so you should be friends" thing that I hate. But she was one of the AFSP. She corrected EVERYTHING I said. I know I have bad grammer, okay? It's a trait of mine and some people think that it's cute! Thank you very much!

By now you all must know that I am boy challanged. I came across this article written by this guy not to long ago. I realized that I know more about guys then I thought.

99 facts about guys (written by some dude. I'm not sure if he's exactly accurate but...here ya go anyway) :

1. Guys prefer neat and presentable girls.

2. Guys love flirts.

3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.

4. When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is.

5. “Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.

6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

7. When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics.

8. Guys love a girl’s smile.

9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl’s attention.

10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.

11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.

12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!

13. Guys cry!!!!!!!!

14. Don’t provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.

15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.

16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.

17. When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back.

18. Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what?!..uh…never mind!” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.

19. Guys love it when girls touch their hands.

20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

21. When a guy makes a prolonged “umm” or makes any excuses when you’re asking him to do you a favor, he’s actually saying that he doesn’t like you and he can’t lay down the card for you.

22. When a girl says “no”, a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow.”

23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.

24. Guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else

25. Guys love their moms.

26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.

27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn’t mean that the guy likes her.

28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.

29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.

30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.

31. Like Eve, girls are guys EUR™ weaknesses.

32. Guys are very open about themselves.

33. It’s good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait that long.

34. No guy is bad when he is courting.

35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.

36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.

37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.

39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

40. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way.

41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.

42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.

43. Guys virtually brag about anything.

44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.

45. Guys think too much.

46. Guys’ fantasies are unlimited.

47. Guys hate it when girls talk about their period

48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!

49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.

50. It’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they’ve been together for 3 years or more.

51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.

52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be matured and grow up.

53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame
themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.

54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.

55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.

56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he’s sweating. You’ll probably see that he is nervous.

57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.

58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me.”

59. Guys don’t really have final decisions.

60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.

61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.

62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.

63. Guys believe that there’s no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.

64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

65. Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.

66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.

67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.

68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.

69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!

70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

71. A guy’s friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.

72. Don’t be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.

73. Don’t be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you’ll be surprised.

74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.

75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.

76. Guys don’t comprehend the statement “Get lost” too well.

77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.

78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.

79. Guys don’t care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.

80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they’ll realize they’re wrong.

81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He’s just too stubborn to deal with it.

82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.

83. Guys’ weakest point is at the knee.

84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.

85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.

86. When a guy looks at you, either he’s amazed of you or he’s criticizing you.

87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.

88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.

89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you’re with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.

90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!

92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.

93. When a guy says he can’t sleep if he doesn’t hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.

94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.

95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.

96. Girls are allowed to touch boys’ things. Not their hair!

97. If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.

98. Guys hate girls who overreact.

99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships

The things we do for love: Where's Todd?!

If you read the first post "The things we do for love: Screamo?" it's about this guy named Todd and my unending journey for him to notice me. I haven't talked about him for a while. And I'll tell you why....

HE'S *about* 1000 MILES AWAY!! That jerk has an amazing family that takes him to California to go cliff diving and rock climbing. So, he has better things to worry about. He said on Facebook that he's going to be in Yellowstone for about a week without his cell phone so no Facebook time.

Since, I enjoy stalking people on Facebook :) I saw some of the pictures his family posted of him. There's tons. I was looking through an album and saw the funniest thing that can ever show up in pictures. First, there's a picture of him rock climbing (I think...I'm not sure) Then, there was a picture of him looking at the camera like "Oh, yeah I am so cool!". Then, there was another blurry one when you see his hand slide. Then, another blurry one when you see his face hit the rock. And the last one is when he's off the rock and has this big cut on his forehead. Ahahaha what kind of camera do they own? Because I'm amazed that they caught that entire moment. I honestly think that was meant for me to see. I....couldn't...stop....laughing....AHAHAHA.


You might be wondering why I like him. Well, honestly I truly don't know. Maybe because he's everything that I want to be. He's athletic and charming, he's a great person, he always makes me smile...he's kinda like my own personal sunshine:)
Awh, so heartfelt. You didn't think I could be deep, did you? I FOOLED YOU WRONG!!! Ha, see what boys do to me?

Anyway so I guess this is a 'things we do for love' non-update because nothing happened...
Oh-Kay so now I feel like an idiot. Ha well I hope that you enjoyed my non-update. I wonder what he would say if he knew I was posting blogs about him...oh my god I sound like a stalker!! Lol.

Me talking to Todd: *creepy voice* Oh yeah, my last blog was about you. I described your face in full detail.
*sniff, sniff* wow...you smell so good....that's what my next blog will be about... *Todd runs away*

A couple of hours later: *blogging* He smells like vanilla and AXE cologne :) and the way he runs away is just ADORABLE!!!

Haha okay I'm not that weird but that would make an amazing blog. If somehow in some strange situation Todd is reading this: I'm not stalking you!!! Just so you know. :) Even though your name isn't Todd, I'm sure if you read this you would know....uh-oh now I'm scared

TheSceneKidz

I don't know what's up with the gothic guy picture but....I like it. Theres actually a pretty cute guy there underneath the tounge peircing, and the flat ironed hair, and the guyliner....

I discovered this website called TheSceneKidz.com (you should go there) it's mostly filled with Scene kids (hence the name).This website got me thinking about labels.

Scene crowd: A style of clothing. A lot like the emo style but without the 'emotions' that emo people are said to have. So to make it simple: Scene is happy emo people pretty much :).

I sorta hate labels. Because I fell like they restrict who we are. It makes some people feel like they fit in but I fit into no 'label'. The labels in my town: Emo/Gothic, Druggies, Preps, Nerds, Cool kids, Cool Mexicans (I'm not trying to be racist, that is seriously how it is here), The nobodies (people who kinda hide), Pwsers (the people who think that they are cool but really aren't. I made it up :D), then there is my group.

My group is nothing. No label.

But I do have experiences about how these labels clash:

Gothic vs. Preppy: One day I was walking down the hallway, just minding my own business. I was walking behind Kay a cheerleader. Kay, isn't exactly the nicest person in the world. Okay, she's a total...(I'm not going to cuss but you get my point)...mean girl. Anyway she was talking loudly with some of her other friends when JB (a druggie/gothic girl) walks by. Kay like an idiot starts talking bad about JB. I wasn't paying attention but all I remember after that was a voice screaming "What'd you say, Preppy B*****?!?!" then JB jumped on top of Kay and they fought on the ground (well JB fought, Kay kinda pulled hair and screamed a lot). Haha JB got suspended and Kay NEVER talked about anyone else after that.

Cool kids vs. Nerdy kids: What I've realized about the Nerds about my school is the fact that they don't care if they are nerds or not. I respect them for that. Anyway so there is this cool girl named Ray, she is very pretty. In my 3rd period I had Ray, her BIG boyfriend Tyl, and this Nerd named Ed.
Ed walked up to Ray when the teacher was gone and said "Baby, you are so fine. I want you to be mine." he was trying to be super cool while he ryhmed.

Ray just laughed at him.

Tyl walks up to them and tells Ed to back off.

Ed pushed Tyl "No, you back off!!" he screamed in a high pitched voice. When Ed pushed Tyl, he didn't move an inch but he was very ANGRY. He pulled Ed out of the room.

I didn't know what happened after that until the bell rang and we got out of class:

Ed was actually crammed into a trashcan. CRAMMED INTO A TRASHCAN!! I thought that only happened in movies!!! I was amazed by Tyl for the rest of the year.

Emo vs. EVERYONE IN THE STATE OF TEXAS: Okay so I heard that emo guys wear eyeliner (guyliner) but I thought that was only in movies or rockstars. But one day a emo guy came to school wearing a BUNCH of guyliner. EVERYONE FREAKED OUT. There were kids gossiping, teachers talking, parents were called, and the princapal called meetings. Seriously, there was an entire school meeting about it!! They freaked out WAY too much over some make-up. Sorry boys but it's a bit too early for that in Texas.

Small town kidz vs. The princapal: At the end of the year we got a new princapal. Since we live in a small town, there isn't much to do. So whenever there is a school fight people HAVE to go. You can always tell when a fight is coming because a bunch of teenagers will walk to the park in a group. Since so many people get a lot of entertainment from that, there are a LOT of fights. Our new princapal didn't understand that. She called a school meeting and brought police officers and judges to tell us that "fighting is wrong!" In my opinion, fighting isn't bad unless someone dies, goes blind, or loses a limb because some people need it. She said "I've been here for 1 month and there has been 13 fights! I have never in all my years of teaching seen that....blah, blah, blah" During that meeting I was hoping that a giant fight would break out. I would laugh my butt off. I have to admit 13 is a lot but that's what you get when you give kids a dress code, you live in a small town with nothing to do, and make them unhappy. How else do you expect us to be entertained?

Yeah so there are SOME of my stories. I'll probably post more soon :) but I'm tired now.

August Rush.

So it seems that summer is almost over. Which isn't very believeable because it's 105 in Texas right now... The heat is crazy and making people do crazy things. I have to work extra hard to get motivated to start running again. School starts on August 23, which isn't that far away.

I was just thinking about what happened when my friend B and I went to the movies the see Eclipse (which was actually a really good movie BTW). But the thing about B is that well....sometimes she is very annoying and mean and conceited...and self centered....

Okay so we get into the movies and she's blabbing on and on about how many guys like her, and about my ex. And i'm thinking "I DONT CARE!" but I smiled and laugh just to be nice. This guys sits in front of us and B comments on how cute he is. He turns around when B is texting and I mouth "I am so sorry!" and point to her. He rolls his eyes and laughed before turning back.

"Did you see that?" B whispered "He totally likes me!". I laughed "Maybe, he was looking at me?" I said. B rolled her eyes too "I mean, come on Cassidy. He was totally looking at me..." she turned back to text and I just stared at her wide eyed. Really?

She always said that she was the prettier, skinnier, popular one out of the two of us. Uh, okay...but the truth is that she really isn't. She's sort of pretty, she's in no way smaller then me (shes actually bigger) she just wears smaller clothes (and they're like 2 sizes too small), and I'm pretty much the only person who tolerates her.

Finally, I just relax when the trailers start to play. But the entire time she was laughing about stupid stuff!!! And she has a loud annoying laugh so...everyone heard it. Finally after about 5 mintutes of her laughing the guy in front of us turns around and goes
"AHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! So....annoying!!!" he yelled. She shut up FAST but I couldn't stop laughing, but the guy didn't mind me. He stood up and walked away.

B was quiet throughout the entire movie. Eclipse was flipping awesome. They had all these super cool tricks and stunts and it was great. It was more action packed and I liked that. B didn't like it because she wanted it to be all romantic like the last ones...I thought it was just romantic enough. And Jackson Rathbone.....so cute! He dressed up as a confederate soilder and.....Ah! Haha. Taylor Launter, Kellan Lutz and even.....Robert Pattinson were cute too. Shocking, right?