To text or not to text. That is the question!

Today was pretty uneventful I have to admit. BUT I've realized that my crush for Scott has grown over the weekend. I had a strange dream about him:

It was snowing (remember that I live in Texas and it almost never snows.) I was in the park, just sitting there on a bench. People were walking past me holding hands and pushing strollers and jogging (it was a normal scene). Until Scott suddenly pops up next to me on the bench and smiles at me *I WAKE UP*
GRRR!! I tried soo hard to go back to that dream! I get to school and walk into my class and he starts talking to me. I get that weird droppy, floaty feeling. I sat down at my chair in the front of the room and waited a minute. He was sitting alone texting. After a minute of building up courage I walked over and sat down next to him.

CRAZY RIGHT?! Who knew Cassidy could do that right?

Well anyway, so I sit down next to him saying "Scott, whats your number? So we can like communicate." he laughs and awkwardly gives me his number. I go "Yesterday, I saw you on Facebook and I was like 'I want to get his number'." he laughed again. I stayed next to him a while just talking (occasionally letting my knee brush against his!!!) Yup, it was lovely! Well anyway, I want to text him. But I don't want to text him at the same time.

Do you think I should wait a day?

I hate-

You've seen the videos on Youtube. It's time for me to get back to the roots of the reason why I starting writing this blog in the first place...

I HATE LIST:
1. I hate the kid that wears a baseball hat to school. The principal is going to make you take it off anyway. Why wear it? You're trying to be cool. That's why!
2.When people show you the same picture over and over. YEAH I'VE SEEN IT BEFORE 20 DIFFERENT TIMES!!
3. When someone walks 2 mph. in the hallway! Come on guys!
4. When people think you're weird because you complimented them. DUDE TAKE A COMPLIMENT. I JUST SAID YOUR HAIR LOOKS NICE!
5.Cats. They suck your breath out while you're sleeping!! Lol XD
6.People who mess up lyrics.
7. Gingers. They don't have souls (haha JUST KIDDING)
8. 'Mature' teenagers. THERE IS NO SUCH THING!!
9. When it takes someone an hour to reply to text messages.
10. When you write a hella long paragraph and they write back "ok"
11. Girls who cuss too much.
12. When my mom tells me I'm arguing. IM NOT ARGUING!! I'M ADDING SOMETHING TO THE COVERSATION.
13. People who won't admit if they are wrong.
14. Short people...
15. annoying people....
16. people...

Haha I hope this entertained you XD.

did they just-?

I haven't written in a while. I really should do that because I end up having to write a hella long blog to catch up. So lets see...what happened? Today was pretty great I have to admit. I was sick yesterday (I was technically skipping) so I have a BUNCH of make up work. But beyond that I've had a pretty good day. In first period I ended up recording my friend Autty and Maria dancing to 'Teenage Dream' By Katy Perry. In 3rd I took this test that had 100 QUESTIONS! But I think I passed? Weird...Anyway, during lunch Dusty was telling all these really disturbing jokes. Like "What's the difference between an ugly girl and a fat girl?" Lol I know it's already offensive. But the punch line is "You can drink a fat girl skinny but you can't drink an ugly girl pretty." OMG THAT IS SO HORRIBLE. but why am i laughing? I think I'm losing my heart?!

There was a Pep Rally in 8th period but I texted my mom to pick me up instead of going (the pep rallies are very 'peppy'. We sit for an hour on uncomfortable bleachers. Watch our cheerleaders WHO ARE THE SUCKIEST CHEERLEADERS IN THE WORLD. Then we leave...fun?). It was raining today so instead of standing in the rain I sat by the door and waited for my mom to text me. When 3 guys walk up. Jake, Brett, and this other guy. I talk to Jake a lot. So he runs up to me and gives me a high five. His hair was cut short...it looks a lot better.

Jake started to walk outside but looked back at Brett and said "Let me back in if I ask." Brett promises that he will. Jake stands outside for a second before turning back. Brett runs away from the door. I'm laughing my butt off and I'm thinking about just walking away. But I open the door anyway. Jake walks in (soaking wet from the rain I might add) and smiles at me. He said something in a really low voice. I didn't hear him. But then he moves closer to me. I was wondering what he was doing? Finally I hear him say "That deserves a hug.". He wrapped his arms around my waist. In a shocked voice I say "O-okay?". He squeezed me tightly before walking away. All I'm thinking at this moment is "That was weird." but I was smiling...a lot.

Ahh! Do I like Jake?! Does Jake like me?! WHY DID I LIKE HUGGING HIM SO MUCH?!?!?! Now that I think about it...he did hug me for a long time. I was too shocked to hug him back...I just like stood there. Now I feel bad...I really did like hugging him. He has a nice chest...random I know. Ahaha XD.

I'm texting him right now. I told him that I didn't know which Jake he was (I knew it was him). I just hope he answers back. No school on Monday...YAY!!

&& the word of the day is: baby!

So I haven't written in a long time and a lot of things have happened. It seems like High School isn't like how they show it in movies. In movies there is always that one mean girl and that one hot guy. In movies it's so cliquey. My high school isn't like this. 2,000 people. There's so many people in that school that no one really knows anyone.

EVERYONE IS PREGNANT!! There are 3 pregnant girls in my gym class. All of them are keeping their babies. MY PARENTS WOULD KILL ME. Seriously, I would be dead. In high school it's like innocence is so shocking. People gasp when they hear that I want to stay a virgin until I am totally, and completely in-love with someone. Not the teenage hormone love, nah. I wish the Sesame Street prepared you for things like this. So on the first day of High School you don't stare at a pregnant girl with your mouth hitting the floor.

B and Gordy broke up. of course. B won't let a relationship go past a week. It's not that she wants to 'play the field' (because she doesn't have any players) but that she didn't really like Gordy. She just liked the idea of having a boyfriend and as soon as the new feeling faded she broke up with him. B has made a lot of people mad lately.

At lunch she and Gordy irritated Melissa so much (when B and Gordy were still 'together') Gordy called Melissa a b*tch. So Melissa freaked out and cussed them out practically. Then B didn't sit with us at lunch but texted me saying

"Stop talking about me at that table!"

WE WEREN'T EVEN TALKING ABOUT HER! We were discussing how napkins are a privilege. (inside joke with a CRAZY janitor)

We also said: "Is she sitting somewhere else."

"Yeah, I guess so." that was it...

I mean really? How self-centered can you be? The world doesn't revolve around you and neither do our lunch table topics.

On the less dramatic note: I've gotten smaller! When school started I gained some weight. Then I started watching what I ate (again) and I swam everyday after school. Plus I climb TONS of stairs at school so I'm burning a lot of calories. I like my size now because some girls be BIG. Sometimes I feel sorry for them, ya know. But it's whatever because they don't need my pity. There's always that girl that's a little bit prettier and there's always a girl that's a little bit fatter. And I know some guys who LOVE big girls. So...YOU GO BIG GIRLS!

Oh and Todd has a girlfriend (boo-hoo?) nah, I'm not that cut up about it. I don't expect him not to have a girl friend he's too cute. In my 8th period we did an experiment outside. Cross country was running outside and he ran past us. Keep in mind that it's summer in Texas and it's 98 degrees on a cool day. So he was practically dying. I wanted to run after him with a water bottle. But hey, he loves running.....oh and his girl friend! (Lol I got off track for a second) she is so cute! She's tiny (skinny and short). She's Hispanic and has long black hair that seems always perfect and her make up always looks great....

I'd say that I hate her for being so perfect but she's so sweet that I can't even pretend to hate her.

Lol well that sucks...

A little bit of homecoming!!!!

Hey, It's me and it's 8:00 in the morning and I'm tired. homecoming was extremely, extremely fun! We WON! 51 to 28...yeah, baby! And so, so much happened! So I'm going to start from the beginning:

Mom was in a BAD mood. She was screaming while she picked me up from school. She said she hates student drivers. I was joking and implied that she was in a student parking lot. She replied with "I am not in the mood Cassidy!" yeah....obviously! Then she complained the entire car ride home about nothing! Finally when we got to the house I just walked inside the house and SHE WAS STILL COMPLAINING!


I cleaned my room so my mom would let me go to homecoming. While I was getting ready I burnt my neck with my curling iron and it looks like a HICKEY!!! Can you say embarrassing? While I was burning myself, Maggie was texting me telling me to hurry up! Mom and I leave the house and we're not sure which football field to go to so I call Melissa. While I'm on the phone with her my dog is barking and mom is cussing out the person driving ahead of us. Melissa just laughed. There was SOO much traffic by the high school so mom dropped me off on the side of the road and I ran across the street (most frightening thing ever.) I get my ticket and text Maggie asking where she is. I go up in the stands and look and can't find her until I see her and Gordy jumping and waving.

Maggie was sitting with her date Andy (who by the way is a very cool guy!) and Gordy (Big, big guy but extremely hilarious) Andy and Maggie were kind of nervous but they were so cute. Maggie wanted me to show up early so it wasn't awkward between them two. As soon as I sit down Maggie says "Let me see your hickey!" and Andy and Gordy look at me like 'what?'. Lol a couple minutes later Gordy takes my phone and gives it to Andy and he puts it in his pocket. Andy gestured for me to get it. I was not sticking my hand in his pocket so.....I asked Maggie to do it! She didn't...

When everybody who was sitting with us came there were 10 people! Melissa and her date Dane (who I thought was very weird) Victoria and her cousin Kendall (who is really great) Travy (annoying sometimes) came to sit with us. I found out that Gordy was going out with B!!!! I was so mad that she didn't tell me! But I like him better then any of her other Ex boyfriends (execpt for Scott of course).


We walked to the concession stand and I saw my 10 YEAR OLD cousin. 10 year olds shouldn't go to homecoming games.
When we got our food we had 3 gatorades, a sprite, pizza, and nachos. I didn't want my gatorade so I gave it to Autty who ending up sitting with us.

Andy put cheese on Maggie's shirt sleeve. So Maggie stuck her whole hand in the nachos and wiped it all over the front of his shirt. They had a cheese war! that picture is them.

It came time to leave and everyone walked in a group to go get picked up. Everyone else was picked up so I was kind of alone. Until these two big, scary guys were walking close to me. I called my dad fast telling him not to hang up the phone so I won't be raped or killed. I crossed the street in the dark and finally got in the car and homecoming was over....