we're all just as sad as you think you are!

Nothing all that interesting happened today. But I must talk about one of my BIGGEST pet peeves: Complainers. To quote a song by NeverShoutNever:

"If you can do one whole thing I suggest you go out too. Because we're all just as sad as you think you are...so just smile."

There is a girl in my school that freaks out over nothing. Her boyfriend breaks up with her....it's the end of the world. She gets a C....it's the end of the world. She stubs her toe....it's the end of the world. And I roll my eyes every day when she comes in with something new to complain about.
Life is a very hard thing to deal with. You have to live for yourself but be for other people. You have to be a part of the world and at times you feel like you're losing yourself in the process. I believe that we're here for something more then just to 'reproduce' or whatever those hardheaded scientists say.

What I've learned about people is that they forget to notice some of the beautiful things in life. So next time you think about it; watch the sky until you see the first star. Notice a baby's laugh. Make an 11:11 wish. Notice a couple holding hands in the park. Watch the sun rise. Smell the winter air. Life is beauty and it's all around us. We just forget....

I'll admit that I'm kinda excited about getting out of the high school in a couple years but I also want to remember everything. I don't want it to go any faster then it is right now. These 4 years are going to fly by and friends will fade. Memories will too. I guess my point on writing these paragraphs is to convince people to stop stressing the little stuff. Because it's all about the big picture.

FUNNY STORY!

I was talking to my friend Ray in gym. She looks over my shoulder and says "Is Jimmy retarded?" she was being COMPLETELY serious. I turned around to look at Jimmy. He has he head on the ground and he's trying to do handstand (the entire time he's screaming loudly). I just laughed and said "Just a little..."

Goodnight (:

So I'm gonna go out of order on this post...today was crazy. B is actually dating the QUARTER BACK!!! But they're 'keeping it quiet'. When I first heard that I thought it was because HE was embarrassed of HER (it's mean I know). But she was the one who came up with the 'keeping it quiet'.
*RACISM ALERT*
It's because he's black. I know, I know *gasp *egad*. In case you guys forgot...I DO live in Texas. We're nice down here but there are certain groups of people that feel a way about interracial couples. B's parents are one of those. If they somehow find out they will be very angry.

Just to make it clear: I think racism is stupid and no one should be judged for the color of their skin.

On another note: The freaking school got hit by lightening! Yeah, I bet you've never heard that before. It set off the fire alarms and it took them 2 HOURS to turn them off. I was sitting in the hallway with my friend DeeDee and Andy with my ipod turned on full blast to block out the noise.

Remember when I was afraid that Travy liked me? Yeah, now I'm even more scared. Maggie went up to him and asked him if did. He said no of course. But then he asked me why she asked. He asked "Did you tell her to ask me?" I said "NO! Oh, god no!"....he looked sad....

AND THE BEST PART...

A couple of months ago I talked to Jake and he said quote: "If a guy REALLY likes a girl, he'll text her goodnight and good morning." Last night exactly at 8:58 p.m. I received a 'Goodnight (:' text. At exactly 7:22 a.m. I got a 'Morning :)' text.

WHAT A SWEETHEART!

Way WAY over due. (((SHOCKING POST)))

I missed school today (who has Halloween on a Sunday anyway?) so I'm writing this blog. There is TONS of things that happened since I last typed. It's actually crazy that so much can happen in a month. So lets start on the basics:

What happened in October.

Crushes ended:I stopped crushing on Scott because he got a very slutty girlfriend. The crush ended the day before they actually went out.
I don't like Todd anymore ((dum, dum, DUM)) I warned you that this post was going to be shocking!! Yeah the crush has been fading after a while. Then on Friday it just hit rock bottom and I don't care anymore.

Crushes started: B now has a crush on the star quaterback and swears that they are going to date. I'm afraid she's going to get her heart broken.

Travy likes me. He admitted that he thought I was so likable and beautiful and all this stuff. It's sweet but....EWWWW it's TRAVY! That's just gross I'm sorry. But I don't want to break his little, chubby heart.

I LIKE SOMEONE NEW (More info later and there WILL be info.)

My cousin grew up?: My little cousin is now in the 'emo phase' and she's making friends....THAT GO TO MY SCHOOL! She's talking to creepy Henderson (a kid who cuts himself in class and is the MOST ANNOYING PERSON THE PLANET) who is 15. Remember that my little cousin just turned 12 and is in the 6TH GRADE! He's flirting with her and she's flirting back because 1.He's emo and 2.She's never met him before because if she did she would hate him and 3. He kind of looks like the guy off of the book 'A diary of a Wimpy Kid'. As one of my friends described it to a teacher "HE CUTS HIMSELF FOR FUN, MISS!" I understand that maybe he has mental issues but issues or not he's not ruining my cousins chances of being happy. Oh-no.

AND she went to a Rob Zombie concert ALONE with one of her friends. My friend Jake *hint, hint on the crush thing* saw her there. He said that he saw these creepy guys surrounding them and kind of fought them off. (He knows my cousin because his little cousin and mine were on the same cheerleading squad before she turned all emo) . I was SO happy Jake was there, he stayed with them the entire concert :)
he's a sweet heart....

(More to come)

The Return of Green Shirt Guy!

We went to Costco today and guess who I saw....GREEN SHIRT GUY! If you don't know who green shirt guy is because I haven't talked about him in forever. this is the blog I posted about the last time I saw him in Costco:
"Then all of a sudden this employee guy in a green shirt just runs past me. I mumbled "Run, dude, run!" but I guess he heard me because he looked back and smiled at me before continuing to run.....

Later, my dad finished his pizza and went outside to get the truck. Mom and I stayed behind because she got a salad after and wanted to finish it. Cute, running, green shirt guy was in line and was talking to this other employee lady (she was like 50 so...I don't think there was any romance there. But idk he might be into that sorta thing.) I was kind of staring at him because he was hot! I told mom "I like his green shirt." she asked "Whose?" I pointed to the guy in the green shirt "Oh, wow. He's hot!" she said a little too loud . I turned red, why couldn't my mom say it quietly like other moms? Green shirt guy didn't hear her (i don't think) but he got his berry smoothie (same as me :D) and walked past our table. He looked at me for a moment before smiling and walking away. Mom was freaking out "Oh my gosh...did you see that? He thinks your fine!" God mom...be quiet....please...."

Yeah, well he was there again today! But he was wearing a gray shirt....but still he will always be called green shirt guy. I noticed him as he helped the people in front of us. I knew that if mom saw him she would completely embarrass me. So I prayed that she wouldn't recongnize him.

The line moves up and the ladt starts to check us out when Dad sees that there are trees on sale. Okay, so they weren't TREES but they were plants the size of trees. He suddenly decides that he wants one. So he says "Hey Cassidy, go get one of those." Yeah, lets make the girl who has no grace whatsoever pick up a tree.

The 'tree' is in a giant brown pot which should make it easier to pick up. I figure out when I get to the tress that I brought the cart with me and began to pick the tree up. It didn't move...at all. It was a complete FAIL!! But suddenly, to my rescue Green Shirt Guy picks up the tree for me. I had no idea he was behind me so I kind of jumped when he moved me out of the way...he laughed at me. But it wasn't a mean laugh...more like a 'I think you're funny and cute and it's really nice whenever I see you on Saturdays at 12:00 because you're really sweet and I've never notice you staring at me and you're mom doesn't creep me out at all' laugh.

All that Glitters isn't gold.

"All that glitters isn't gold." is a term created by William Shakespeare meaning something that appears so be great might actually end up being a disappointment.

I just like that saying. We're about to read Romeo and Juliet in my English class. I've already read Romeo and Juliet. I bet you weren't expecting that! I have this thing for old books so I've already read almost all of the books in my high school reading list: Hamlet, Wuthering Heights, To kill a mockingbird, Julius Ceaser, Romeo and Juliet, Tons and Tons of Edgar Allen Poe books...the list goes on.

Edgar Allen Poe is a weirdo but I kind of love him. Him and his...gothicness? Ahaha XD. My favorite story from him (I don't know the name) but it's about a man who has a mental condition where he become fixated on a single object (and he becomes obsessed). He falls in-love with his cousin and marrys her. But she starts becoming sick and starts dying. While she spends her last days, he becomes obsessed with her teeth. She dies. Then one night a servent ran into the man's room telling him that someone had messed with her grave. Next to the man was a box...full of teeth.
Creepy, right?

Romeo and Juliet is so romantic! Juliet was only 13 at that time (did you know that?) seriously, who falls in-love like that when you're 13? Something in me feels like this is a true story. I guess I just wish it was a true story.

Oh and today I didn't have time to do my hair (I did my make up on the bus). So I put my hair up in a clip. My friend Dusty said I had the whole "Sexy librarian" thing going on. Lol I told him I was going for the "Attractive Accountant" but that was good too.