In case you haven't already seen it....

This video will change your life.

 

 

Last night.

Stoney, Demi, and I just chilled at Demi's house.

All we really did was talk and watch 21 Jump Street (which by the way is a hilarious movie). Stoney told me that Corey admitted that he has feelings for me... well gee, isn't that convient?! When he has a girlfriend and I'm dating his best friend. The only reason why he likes me is because he's jealous of Logan. Which is very irritating, I have to admit.

But it's fine. Corey is still my best-friend. As dramatic and complicated as he may be.

Hmm...quite a night.

 

last Friday night I partied hard...

 

Ah, I was just kidding. I haven't grown up THAT much since the last time we talked.

 

However, last Friday night I hung out with a bunch of cool people. Orginally, we were supposed to go to the movies and all pile into one pick-up truck. To my surprise, I was picked up by a black mini van! We got the #minivanswag.

 

It turned out that we didn't go to the movies. We did everything else on the planet instead. We drove all around town in our mini van, trying to keep entertained.

 

We drove into the walmart parking lot and waited until we found a group of people. We stopped next to the people and rolled down the window. Then Ethan (the driver) tried to burn out! It was so pathetic. It turns out that mini vans aren't that intimidating... who knew?

 

After that we went to Braums and pigged out on ice cream.

 

We went on a 'Hotel Run' where you go to a Hotel. You go to a certain floor and run down the hallway, banging every door you can on the way. It sounds stupid but it was very, very fun. Also, I'm pretty sure that it's illegal.

 

After that, they decided that they wanted to make bombs (something made out of water bottles, some cleaner, and tin foil) and go throw them around an old vacant paintball field. I know, it's stupid. But it's very hard having a good time in such a small town. So there they were, throwing their little waterbottle bombs (which were unbelieveably loud) when they see a car drive past.

 

We all pile up in the minivan but soon realize that the car drove away.

 

Once everyone got out of the van, Dillion throws one last bomb. As it hits the ground and makes a loud bang, the car appears out of no where. Everyone runs back into the van. Ethan scrambled to find the keys and I couldn't close the door so I was freaking out. While all this chaos is happening, the car is getting closer and closer. I yell "I can't close the door!" so my friend reaches around and pulls it until it's halfway shut.

 

Ethan put his keys in the ignition and screams "IT'S CLOSED ENOUGH! LET'S GET OUT OF HERE." He hits the gas and we tail it out of there, with the car following us. It was kind of like a highspeed chase.

 

Well we didn't get arrested, thank God.

it was just a very exciting night.

 





Steadily Making My Way in this World.

Just got home from school. See, now I'm actually writing everyday! Be proud of me guys. Hopefully I won't forget doing it tomorrow. Nothing too eventful happened today except that my love of photography is becoming more and more apparent. Thanks to the new app called Instagram; I can now take pictures of anything and everything without being socially unacceptable. It's a win, win!

As I get closer and closer to my Senior year, the overwhelming feeling of growing up keeps coming up. It's disgusting... but anyway! When I think about what the future holds for me, I'm only excited. I can not wait. So far, I have my life planned out as;

• Going to some college.
• Studying photography & getting a degree in business.
• Graduating college.
• Spend a couple of months getting my pilots liscense. (so that I can be a commercial pilot as a back-up plan).
• Take a year off to do some type of missonary work.
• Work as a wedding photographer.
• Start my own wedding photography business.
• Spend my retirement writing novels.

I love this plan for my future. It may not be the best paying but I just believe that I would be so happy doing this with my life.

You have just peaked into my future...

Sugar, We're Going down Swinging.

There's another boy...

Yeah, yeah, yeah I know that you guys are all currently screaming at the computer screen

"WHAT?!?! ANOTHER ONE!?"

 

 

Yes, there is another boy but trust me it gets worse. This boys name is Logan. Sound familiar? He's also Corey's best friend. Oh, but that's not even the best part; he is the reason why Clayton hates me. Oh wait, and if that wasn't enough; LOGAN LIVES IN ILLINOIS.

 

Yeah, I bet your jaw just hit the floor after reading that. Isn't that ridiculous? Aren't I just the smartest freaking girl on the planet?!

 

So I guess I should explain what happened:

 

Logan used to live in Texas not too long ago. He was always best friends with Corey but he never really came around me too much until one night when Tori, Corey, Ben, Logan, & I went to the movies together (it's weird that Corey, Logan, and Ben were all in the same room together). We ended up seeing The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo (which is a good movie if you count out all the rape scenes & the weirdness).

 

The first thing I noticed about Logan was his shoes. He was wearing colorful Osiris' and to this day that is the only thing I can really remember about what he was wearing. Logan didn't speak much, mostly kept to himself, occasionally saying some things to Corey.

 

All & all everyone seemed to be having a good time.



 

My night ended up sucking however because my boyfriend at the time (Ben) was being a jerk to everyone and I got super embarrassed. Ben even grabbed my head and forced me to kiss him infront of my friends, knowing my debilitating hate for public displays of affection. He was just ridiculous that night.

 

Finally, after not saying more then a couple words that night, Logan screamed "OH MY GOD DO YOU EVER SHUT UP?!" at Ben. And even though I knew I should've been mad at Logan, I thought it was the funniest thing ever. 

 

After that Logan showed up every now & then, not really saying more than a couple of words to me. I remember that one day he passed me in the hallway, flailed his arms in the air , and yelled "Blonde girl!"

 

I mirrored him and said "Logan!"

 

Then he laughed at me and walked away. That was the most recognition I could get out of him until my birthday... On my birthday, my parents gave me an Xbox 360. Nerdy, right? Well I love it. Along with the Xbox, they also got xbox live. Immediately Corey made add him and Logan. That night, he had said more then he had ever before: explaining to me that he found me attractice and the he did not care who knew it.

 

The rest of the year I don't remember that clearly. I remember walking with him in the hallway once. Then I remember the day when he moved away to Illinois to live with his dad. It was a sad day , for sure. Corey was very upset about it.

 

Logan and I still talked on Xbox live almost daily. He had a girlfriend at the time and I was of course talking to somebody but we stayed in communication, we even started texting. It wasn't until I started talking to Clayton when Logan started showing me his true feelings for me.

 

In August, Logan came down to Texas to visit for a little while. He, Corey, and I went to Texas Roadhouse and saw a movie together. It was pretty fun actually. I got to meet Logan's moms (yes MOMS as in plural. his mom is a lesbian). After the movie, Logan drove over to his house and we hung out there until Corey had to go home. Once Corey left, Logan drove me home.

 

But the closer and closer we got to my house the more I started to realize that I didn't want to get out of his car.

 

And secretly I wondered what he would do if I kissed him.

 

But sadly, I didn't.

 

A couple weeks later I admitted my true feelings for him as he did for me. I practically dumped Clayton for him. Logan was just too incredible to give up. Illinois or not, I'm not letting the oppurtunity to be with the amazing boy go away. I wish I could express to ya'll how amazing this guy truely is.

 

He asked me to be his girlfriend but I refused because I believed it was too early but...

 

On Friday, I sent him a letter asking him to by my boyfriend.

 

He got it yesterday.

 

He said yes.

 

9/4/12

 

Let's hope this one lasts...

 

 

A summer spent with the Rednecks.

The majority of my summer was spent with the Redneck boys of my town. At first they were bareable. I even almost dated one of them (Clayton). But they got to the point where I couldn't stand most of them. They were all cocky and rude. Not to mention, they all had the IQs of a piece of toast.
But I did have really good moments and memories with them.

• Like going to the Dirttrack to watch Lance race.
• Clayton's truck breaking down out in the middle of nowhere.
• Spending all night laughing with them.
• Them randomly showing up at my house.

Almost all of them ended up being jerks but I had a great time with them. And for the 2 that I still do like, I can't wait to spend more with them.

P.S. Clayton hates me. Wanna know why? Why Clayton Hates Me...

Coming clean.

In a summer that has practically been life changing I have posted very little. I've posted for the first day of school every year since freshman year but I haven't done that either. Looks like I'm slacking on ya'll! You guys need to whip me in shape so that I write more.

When I look back on the beginning of my blog I realized that I was so honest.  I posted at least once everyday and mentioned every single thing that happened in my life. Now look at me! Barely ever posting, barely even telling the truth because I'm afraid of what you guys are going to think of me.

But then I realized that ya'll sat and listened to all the other stupid things I did... so what's another?

So here comes my Coming Clean blog posts. Time to describe every aspect of my summer. (well at least everything ya'll missed.