CREEPER PICTURES!♥

So Maggie and Victoria took this picture of me and Lance walking together.

HOW CREEPY IS THAT?!

It's okay though because it's a cute picture:)

Do you see how tiny he makes me look? Danny was my size (except that he was a little taller) so we could share clothes! Lance has at least 80 pounds on me, not to mention he's 6 feet tall!

He makes me look so small...

I love it!♥

Listen to the words.

I was so scared of everything you put in front of me. I've been arching every part of me, just to see, why you need me to be the boy I you need me to be.

Amazing grace, how sweet the sound? That saved a wretch like me. I once was lost, but now I'm found. Was blind but now I see.

I just wanna see.

I'm the type of person who lets fear drive. I'm the type of guy that lets fear drive.

Cause I'm addicted, I'm needy, I'm lost without you.

I need you.

I name you.

Amazing grace.

How sweet the sound?

That saved a wretch like me.

I once was lost.

But now I'm found.

Was lost but now I see.

Rain, Rain, Why'd you come today?

Homecoming BLEW! It rained constantly, they weren't gonna let Danny in, Danny was awkward around my friends, it was overlycrowded, I lost 40 dollars, Lance left early...it was just a bad day! We were there for a total of 30 minutes before we left. I like the rain, that's not what bugged me, it was just that everything happened all on the one day I've been looking forward to for months. It made me sad but I got over it shortly after.

I had a good 30 minutes with my friends and I got a glimpse of Lance before he texted me that he was leaving. Then he texted me all night long, he flirted a whole bunch! Something I realized about him is that he will flirt like crazy but you have to start it off. An example of some of our texts is this one:

Lance"I twisted my ankle."

Me"I'm sorry! Doing what?"

Lance "Playing hide and seek..."

Me "Hahahahahaha."

"It's not funny! My foot is killing me! Come masage it! ;)"

"No I don't think I will."

"Awh okay, I wouldn't let you do it anyway."

"Even if I really, really wanted to?"

"Yes, my feet are ticklish.."

"Hahahahahaha that's cute!" *flirting*

"You're cute!" **flirting**

"I try"

"Well you do a very good job." ***flirting***

"Thank you! You're not too bad yourself." *flirting*

"Any time, pretty girl!" ****FLIRTING****

I like him:) a whole bunch

Pre-homecoming.

Well I've sat through a loud pep rally, carried my mum around all day, and now I'm ready. TONIGHT IS HOMECOMING! This night is looked forward to by every girl in Texas, no one cares about prom, it's all about homecoming. Sadly, I am going with Danny. It's a long story but yes we are still broken up, but to make our friendship 'offical' we are going to homecoming together:/ oh well. Gotta run guys! I'll talk to you later!

Spirt Week is for Crazy People!

Everyday this week we're allowed to break the dress code with the theme of the day. Monday it was Superhero Day; Tuesday was Crazy Hat Day; Today was Country Day(my personal favorite); Thursday is Camo Day; and Friday is School Spirit ay. People seem to go crazy on the week before homecoming! Guys ask whoever they can find, girls primp every day to attract said guys, and the teachers don't give out work because they know no one's gonna do it anyway. Homecoming can be both a teenage dream and a teenage nightmare. My homecoming this year is leaning more towards the nightmare side, since I am required to go with Danny (please don't ask why), but I will try to make the best of this week.

Lance♥
Tuesday morning, after discussing it with my friends, I decided to take a leap and tell him that I like him. It took a lot of courage but eventually I did it:) the message read:

"Hey...you probably know this but, I think you're really cute. It's cool if you don't like me or whatever, I just wanted to let you know."

It was a simple, straight to the point, message. After a couple of minutes he replied:

"I didn't know!! I think you're cute too!"

Tuesday afternoon, I smiled at him in the hallway and he smiled back! Then I talked to him in 8th period briefly, I probably talked to him for around a second until the bell rang and we left. He texted me later saying that he'd like to walk with me on Wednesday.

Tuesday night, he revealed to me that "4 people in the past 2 days asked him if he liked me." Of course, I was embarrassed! I was embarrassed by the fact that I didn't even tell four people! He kept asking why I was embarrassed about it. Until I finally asked:

"It didn't annoy you or anything, did it?"

After a couple of minutes he replied:

"Of course not!"

And after a couple of seconds he texted me again:

"Now if I DIDN'T like you and they kept asking me, then I'd get annoyed."

I FREAKED OUT!!! Oh my gosh, oh my gosh, oh my gosh! He likes me, he likes me! I can't believe he likes me! I can't believe that Lance likes me! I just can't believe it.

I replied:

"Good answer:)"

Wednesday morning, I didn't see him.

Wednesday afternoon, I saw him in 8th period. The entire time I debated actually walking up there and talking to him, but I didn't. Then after the bell rung, I asked him if he wanted to walk with me and Maggie. And we walked. And we talked. And he smiled. And he joked. And I joked. And we laughed..

Aswe walked to the parking lot, I saw all of his friends turn around and stare. We were still talking until one of his friends scream:

"Wooooh Lance! Get you some!! Get you some, Lance! Wooooh!"

I laughed so hard!

My face turned pink and he laughed, then we said our goodbyes and walked towards are cars (my mom witnessing the whole thing). Didn't hug goodbye or anything. His friends stared as my mom and I drove away.

He's texting me now. ♥

It was a good day.

His name is Lance.

His name is Lance and he's like the anti-Danny. First of all, he's a redneck. I know most of you who aren't from the south probably don't find this attractive at all but I think it's adorable. I like to call him 'country'. He drives a big pick up truck, listens to country constantly, and has a thick accent. He's got blond hair, brown eyes (like me), and he's BIG. He's not fat I swear-he's just thick and he's uber tall. He's so shy!!!

It started out as me seeing him in my 8th period. I thought he was cute and I leaned over and told Maggie that he had pretty eyes, so of course she turned around to look at him. While both Maggie and I were turned around staring at him, he looked up and caught us. After that I kept catching him looking at me.

When I finally added him on facebook, he sent me a message in which he asked me if I was in his 8th period. I GOT SO EXCITED! We talked and it took at least 2 days for me to finally work up the guts to get his number. We texted all night long (because he wouldn't stop replying!). I saw him the next day in the hallway, we made eye contact so I smiled at him...he gave me this weird look and walked the other way. I asked one of my friends about it and she said it was just because he was freakishly shy.

I was shocked because he's anything but shy over text. But then again, you can be anyone you want to be on text. So I asked him if he was shy, thinking he would deny it, but he replied with a straight "Yess! I'm very shy!" and I found it so cute that he actually admitted to it.

The fact is that we've been talking through text/facebook for 4 days now and we still haven't talked in person! WE HAVE A CLASS TOGETHER! Yesterday, while me and Megan were walking down the hallway, Megan kept looking back but I didn't really notice it. We we're talking about nothing really but we kept blabbing away (or at least I was). After a while I turned a corner and looked back, and there was Lance walking past us.

I turned to Megan "Was he behind us the whole time?" I asked.

"Yeah," she nodded "He kept trying to talk to you too."

HE WAS TRYING TO TALK TO ME! He's so shy- that probably took a lot to go up and talk to someone he's never talked to before. AND MY STUPID BIG MOUTH RUINED IT.
On Monday I am talking to this boy! I don't care if I am nervous about doing it! It's gonna happen!

There have been changes.

As some of you might now, me and Danny broke up. A while ago. I'm probably gonna write a blog about it later but right now I don't have the energy. So I'm gonna write about some of the changes since the last time I wrote:

Partner P.E.:

I joined this class called Partner P.E. and in the class you play games with mentally and physically challenged kids. It's so great guys! My partner's name is Justin and he had a traumatic brain injury so it's hard for him to use his feet/hands. He doesn't talk much but he has this friendly air about him that makes you want to be around him. Justin has the greatest smile I have ever seen! When he smiles it just lights up his entire face. I can't wait until school starts on Monday so I can see him again.

You've seen my face:

So you guys saw that stupid video I made when I was 'rapping', the only reason I made that video was so that ya'll could see my face. Get used to vlogs because I feel like posting them (it's less work).

HIS NAME IS LANCE:

I know it's a little soon since Danny broke up with me but there's this guy named Lance...I'll tell you guys about it in the next post!:)

Sophomore year:

So far, I've really been enjoying school! This is the first year I've actually been excited about school!:)

Literally THE most important post ever!

Get ready..to see my face and hear my true thoughts and feelings at the moment...

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Relationship Status: Sinlge.

Danny broke up with me...twice. I'll blog more later guys.

Don't worry though:) I'm gonna be alright:)