CREEPER PICTURES!♥

So Maggie and Victoria took this picture of me and Lance walking together.

HOW CREEPY IS THAT?!

It's okay though because it's a cute picture:)

Do you see how tiny he makes me look? Danny was my size (except that he was a little taller) so we could share clothes! Lance has at least 80 pounds on me, not to mention he's 6 feet tall!

He makes me look so small...

I love it!♥

Listen to the words.

I was so scared of everything you put in front of me. I've been arching every part of me, just to see, why you need me to be the boy I you need me to be.

Amazing grace, how sweet the sound? That saved a wretch like me. I once was lost, but now I'm found. Was blind but now I see.

I just wanna see.

I'm the type of person who lets fear drive. I'm the type of guy that lets fear drive.

Cause I'm addicted, I'm needy, I'm lost without you.

I need you.

I name you.

Amazing grace.

How sweet the sound?

That saved a wretch like me.

I once was lost.

But now I'm found.

Was lost but now I see.

Rain, Rain, Why'd you come today?

Homecoming BLEW! It rained constantly, they weren't gonna let Danny in, Danny was awkward around my friends, it was overlycrowded, I lost 40 dollars, Lance left early...it was just a bad day! We were there for a total of 30 minutes before we left. I like the rain, that's not what bugged me, it was just that everything happened all on the one day I've been looking forward to for months. It made me sad but I got over it shortly after.

I had a good 30 minutes with my friends and I got a glimpse of Lance before he texted me that he was leaving. Then he texted me all night long, he flirted a whole bunch! Something I realized about him is that he will flirt like crazy but you have to start it off. An example of some of our texts is this one:

Lance"I twisted my ankle."

Me"I'm sorry! Doing what?"

Lance "Playing hide and seek..."

Me "Hahahahahaha."

"It's not funny! My foot is killing me! Come masage it! ;)"

"No I don't think I will."

"Awh okay, I wouldn't let you do it anyway."

"Even if I really, really wanted to?"

"Yes, my feet are ticklish.."

"Hahahahahaha that's cute!" *flirting*

"You're cute!" **flirting**

"I try"

"Well you do a very good job." ***flirting***

"Thank you! You're not too bad yourself." *flirting*

"Any time, pretty girl!" ****FLIRTING****

I like him:) a whole bunch

Pre-homecoming.

Well I've sat through a loud pep rally, carried my mum around all day, and now I'm ready. TONIGHT IS HOMECOMING! This night is looked forward to by every girl in Texas, no one cares about prom, it's all about homecoming. Sadly, I am going with Danny. It's a long story but yes we are still broken up, but to make our friendship 'offical' we are going to homecoming together:/ oh well. Gotta run guys! I'll talk to you later!

Spirt Week is for Crazy People!

Everyday this week we're allowed to break the dress code with the theme of the day. Monday it was Superhero Day; Tuesday was Crazy Hat Day; Today was Country Day(my personal favorite); Thursday is Camo Day; and Friday is School Spirit ay. People seem to go crazy on the week before homecoming! Guys ask whoever they can find, girls primp every day to attract said guys, and the teachers don't give out work because they know no one's gonna do it anyway. Homecoming can be both a teenage dream and a teenage nightmare. My homecoming this year is leaning more towards the nightmare side, since I am required to go with Danny (please don't ask why), but I will try to make the best of this week.

Lance♥
Tuesday morning, after discussing it with my friends, I decided to take a leap and tell him that I like him. It took a lot of courage but eventually I did it:) the message read:

"Hey...you probably know this but, I think you're really cute. It's cool if you don't like me or whatever, I just wanted to let you know."

It was a simple, straight to the point, message. After a couple of minutes he replied:

"I didn't know!! I think you're cute too!"

Tuesday afternoon, I smiled at him in the hallway and he smiled back! Then I talked to him in 8th period briefly, I probably talked to him for around a second until the bell rang and we left. He texted me later saying that he'd like to walk with me on Wednesday.

Tuesday night, he revealed to me that "4 people in the past 2 days asked him if he liked me." Of course, I was embarrassed! I was embarrassed by the fact that I didn't even tell four people! He kept asking why I was embarrassed about it. Until I finally asked:

"It didn't annoy you or anything, did it?"

After a couple of minutes he replied:

"Of course not!"

And after a couple of seconds he texted me again:

"Now if I DIDN'T like you and they kept asking me, then I'd get annoyed."

I FREAKED OUT!!! Oh my gosh, oh my gosh, oh my gosh! He likes me, he likes me! I can't believe he likes me! I can't believe that Lance likes me! I just can't believe it.

I replied:

"Good answer:)"

Wednesday morning, I didn't see him.

Wednesday afternoon, I saw him in 8th period. The entire time I debated actually walking up there and talking to him, but I didn't. Then after the bell rung, I asked him if he wanted to walk with me and Maggie. And we walked. And we talked. And he smiled. And he joked. And I joked. And we laughed..

Aswe walked to the parking lot, I saw all of his friends turn around and stare. We were still talking until one of his friends scream:

"Wooooh Lance! Get you some!! Get you some, Lance! Wooooh!"

I laughed so hard!

My face turned pink and he laughed, then we said our goodbyes and walked towards are cars (my mom witnessing the whole thing). Didn't hug goodbye or anything. His friends stared as my mom and I drove away.

He's texting me now. ♥

It was a good day.

His name is Lance.

His name is Lance and he's like the anti-Danny. First of all, he's a redneck. I know most of you who aren't from the south probably don't find this attractive at all but I think it's adorable. I like to call him 'country'. He drives a big pick up truck, listens to country constantly, and has a thick accent. He's got blond hair, brown eyes (like me), and he's BIG. He's not fat I swear-he's just thick and he's uber tall. He's so shy!!!

It started out as me seeing him in my 8th period. I thought he was cute and I leaned over and told Maggie that he had pretty eyes, so of course she turned around to look at him. While both Maggie and I were turned around staring at him, he looked up and caught us. After that I kept catching him looking at me.

When I finally added him on facebook, he sent me a message in which he asked me if I was in his 8th period. I GOT SO EXCITED! We talked and it took at least 2 days for me to finally work up the guts to get his number. We texted all night long (because he wouldn't stop replying!). I saw him the next day in the hallway, we made eye contact so I smiled at him...he gave me this weird look and walked the other way. I asked one of my friends about it and she said it was just because he was freakishly shy.

I was shocked because he's anything but shy over text. But then again, you can be anyone you want to be on text. So I asked him if he was shy, thinking he would deny it, but he replied with a straight "Yess! I'm very shy!" and I found it so cute that he actually admitted to it.

The fact is that we've been talking through text/facebook for 4 days now and we still haven't talked in person! WE HAVE A CLASS TOGETHER! Yesterday, while me and Megan were walking down the hallway, Megan kept looking back but I didn't really notice it. We we're talking about nothing really but we kept blabbing away (or at least I was). After a while I turned a corner and looked back, and there was Lance walking past us.

I turned to Megan "Was he behind us the whole time?" I asked.

"Yeah," she nodded "He kept trying to talk to you too."

HE WAS TRYING TO TALK TO ME! He's so shy- that probably took a lot to go up and talk to someone he's never talked to before. AND MY STUPID BIG MOUTH RUINED IT.
On Monday I am talking to this boy! I don't care if I am nervous about doing it! It's gonna happen!

There have been changes.

As some of you might now, me and Danny broke up. A while ago. I'm probably gonna write a blog about it later but right now I don't have the energy. So I'm gonna write about some of the changes since the last time I wrote:

Partner P.E.:

I joined this class called Partner P.E. and in the class you play games with mentally and physically challenged kids. It's so great guys! My partner's name is Justin and he had a traumatic brain injury so it's hard for him to use his feet/hands. He doesn't talk much but he has this friendly air about him that makes you want to be around him. Justin has the greatest smile I have ever seen! When he smiles it just lights up his entire face. I can't wait until school starts on Monday so I can see him again.

You've seen my face:

So you guys saw that stupid video I made when I was 'rapping', the only reason I made that video was so that ya'll could see my face. Get used to vlogs because I feel like posting them (it's less work).

HIS NAME IS LANCE:

I know it's a little soon since Danny broke up with me but there's this guy named Lance...I'll tell you guys about it in the next post!:)

Sophomore year:

So far, I've really been enjoying school! This is the first year I've actually been excited about school!:)

Literally THE most important post ever!

Get ready..to see my face and hear my true thoughts and feelings at the moment...

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Relationship Status: Sinlge.

Danny broke up with me...twice. I'll blog more later guys.

Don't worry though:) I'm gonna be alright:)

First day of school.

Today didn't start off well..at all. I woke up all happy and smiley until the moment when I burnt my hair with my flat iron. Then it was like a chain reaction! I stubbed my toe, poured cereal all down my shirt, and missed my bus. It was not looking very good for this day at all. When I got to school it was a little better, I'm so happy I'm not a freshman anymore! All those little fishies walking around, scared to death, it's the cutest thing ever. Because I used to be that person!

This is how my classes worked out:

1st- Awesome class! I have it with a whole bunch of friends and it has a nice teacher.

2nd- Absolute hell. It's spanish, uber boring/hard, and the teacher doesn't speak english! HOW RIDICULOUS IS THAT?!

3rd-Okay teacher. I don't really know anyone in there but I can make a change.

4th- Fun class! Don't really know anyone but here's my chance to make new friends!

5th- BORING CLASS and my teacher is a complete witch! The only good thing is that I have it with Maggie but now she might actually move out of that class!
6th- Cool teacher, cool people, and it's kind of a blow off class.

7th- Hard class, funny teacher, great people.

8th- Boring teacher.

School starts tomorrow.

In the morning I'm going to start Sophomore year. I am sooooo excited:) I can not wait. Good night:)

Back-to-school tips!

School starts in four days for me. It takes a LOT of energy getting ready in the morning, just like how it takes a lot of energy to blow dry your hair. So my first tip is:

Blow dry your hair until it's partly dry. Then put in your ipod, turn it to loud, and dance around your room(make sure to 'whip yo hair back n forth'). Eventually your hair will dry and it's a MAJOR mood lifter.

Guess what!!

Hey guys guess what!!
Tomorrow, me and Danny will be dating for 5 months.

That is all:)

Barely even two weeks.

In 11 days my Sophomore year will start.

I got my schedule yesterday and it's not all that interesting- It's full of classes that I HAD to take. My only elective was Media Lit (which I am majorly excited about). The thought of not having lunch with my friends has kept me up at night for the past month but gladly, I do have lunch with them.

I have all my school supplies but I'm not exactly sure if I'm ready. For school you need a certain tolerance for stress and a certain amount of confidence. I'm good on the stress but not on the confidence thing. I have a real problem with judging myself too harshly. But I have been working on it.

So, before school I plan on building my confidence and my beauty (inner and outer). These two weeks, I'm not going to wear any make-up. I'm not going to put ANY type of heat on my hair. I'm not going to drink anything but water. I'm gonna exercise. I'm going to sleep as much as possible. And I'm going to watch what I eat.

That way I'm healthy on the inside and I feel good. Which will make me look good:)

What do you guys do to get ready for the new school year?

Simple update.

School starts in 19 days!! Can you believe it? I've gotten most of my school clothes already but Sophomore year is coming up very soon. This will be a new year with a new Cassidy. I'm joining theatre and the musical and every other club possible. I can't wait for the football games and pep rallys! I can't wait to meet new people and make more friends!
And I can't wait till I have more exciting posts for you guys.

I'm so glad I'm not a freshman anymore.
Now it's time to taunt the little fishies...
I'm just kidding guys! I'm not that mean...(or am I?)

This was a simple update.

*PMS warning* Things that make me mad about Danny.

I hate it when Danny gets excited about something. I know that sounds bad but when he gets excited about something it's ALL HE TALKS ABOUT AND ALL HE THINKS ABOUT. And he'll literally ignore me for this 'something' and it gets really annoying.

Seriously Danny, I didn't call you so that I can quietly sit and listen as you google your new guitar.

I hate it when I'm on the phone with Danny and he has his new 'something' so he'll reply with "Yeah..." or "Uh huh".PUT DOWN THE FREAKING GUITAR AND TALK TO ME! We only talk for like one hour a day. Please give me that one hour. You have 23 more hours to fret about your new stinking guitar!

I hate it when we're talking and he's suddenly like "Hey, I'm tired. I'm gonna go to sleep." I know I probably shouldn't be annoyed by this but the fact is that I'd stay awake with him if he wanted to talk to me.

Okay...I am done with this rant.
Danny is a good boyfriend.
He just pisses me off sometimes...

T I M I N G.

Timing: it's very important.

It's 5 in the morning and I'm still awake because I spent the entire night talking to an ex crush(not gonna tell you who because that's not important).
NO there is not any sign of romance there, we just talked as friends. I admitted that I had a crush on him and he was in complete shock because guess what!!
HE HAD A CRUSH ON ME TOO! You never know.
It's really funny because you really NEVER know. I don't like him anymore and no way would I ever date him. It's just something you want to know...for like, closure...

;)

The countdown begins.

In less then a month my Sophomore year will start. And in a couple of days mom and I will go back to school shopping. Since I turned 12, back to school shopping has turned into a whole day of fighting because she wants to buy me clothes that are 3 sizes too big. And then she likes to complain that I never wear the clothes that she buys me.
I wonder why? Could it be that THEY DON'T FIT?!

I'm seriously looking forward to next year. I'm gonna rock it! (As lame as that sounds). I'm thinking about showing up next year and surprising EVERYONE. I always feel like this but this year I'm going to actually stay dedicated to it! I'm done with being awkward. I'm going to be confident. I'm just going to be myself and I'm gonna show everyone how KICKadd my personality is!:)

My favorite quote of the day: "Maybe it's not my weekend but it's gonna be my year."

Messing with people on OMEGLE!!

It's summer and I don't have a car. I don't have a job. I'm not in any clubs. So needless to say, I get bored really really easily. I've always been good at relieving that boredom though.
My new relief: MESSING WITH PEOPLE ON OMEGLE!!

Omegle is a website that you can just log onto (without giving any personal information) and talk to strangers. People mostly go on there to well...have 'Internet sex'. Which means it's full of pedophiles, perverts, and just plain creeps. This place may seem like a place that you would want to avoid...but not me!

Don't try this at home! But I do enjoy messing with people on omegle and trust me it is fun! Here are some of the best moments:

IT'S L A T E!♥

It is around 12:30 at night and I'm sitting in my room with absolutely nothing to do! FUN FUN FUN! Heres a little update on my life right now: I have strep throat. And yes it hurts like crazy! I'm kind of hoping that soon it'll get better. Mom makes me take all this HORRIBLE tasting medicine but hey, it numbs my throat. I hate how they try to flavor the medicine. Like seriously, that cherry TASTING chemical just masks the original taste of medicine with the taste of a crappy piece of candy. I don't know...maybe that's what they want to do.

♥

Let's see...Oh! Me and Danny have been together for FOUR MONTHS.
Pretty crazy, huh? Time goes by really quickly when your boyfriend lives 36.4 miles away. It's funny to think that in just 2 more months we'd be together for half a year.

We're still going great!:)
We talk on the phone about every night, usually about nothing. But sometimes we'll sit and talk for hours about serious stuff. He says I make him laugh a lot (appararently I'm really funny...I don't see it...) and he makes me smile a lot. The other day I was surprised when he actually picked me up!
He's so skinny but he picked me up like it was nothing.

He was probably secretly dying, on the inside, because I weigh more then I look.

Oh and Marcus and Carissa are back living with us. Did I tell you that? Yeah, it's much better then it was. Carissa is being nice now:) and Marc is being better. Everything is okay:)

BACK IN BLACK!

Hello ladies! I'm BAAAACCCKK! Did you miss me? You don't even have to answer that question because I know you did! I went back and read all my posts and realized that my energy went from 100.5% to 3.4%. AND WHO THE HECK WANTS TO READ A BLOG THAT'S ONLY 3.4% OF ENERGY?!?! No one, thats who! Seems like as soon as I started dating Danny my updating posts just went down! Yeah, well not anymore folks! I am still dating Danny BUT I will post more! And these posts will be the BEST FREAKING POSTS YOU HAVE EVER READ! Trust me!

The race is back on!!!

So recently I've given up on the 'race to become popular' because I honestly know that it doesn't matter. But I've been having a very very boring summer lately and this will be something to do. I just want more friends that I can go out with and have fun. I don't want to be the 'shallow' popular, I just want to people to know who I am. I want to be known as the girl who would talk to anybody. While I already have a large amount of friends-I want more! It'll just be a fun project trying to see if this will work:

How I'm going to be popular:

1.Be yourself!!

2.Join as many clubs as you can. Join sports if you have any type of
athletic ability(which I do not)
3.Be confident!
4.Hold on to friendships and value everyone
5.Don't change yourself

That's all I got so far guys. I'm hoping this will work:) Look forward to a crazy year next year! With more friends comes more enemies. SO look forward to drama and touching stories.

Survivng High School *inspiration*

So there's this SUPER fun app called Surviving High School. It's freaking fantastic:) and I recommend it. But make sure you get the FREE version. The free version and the full version is the exact same thing so don't go wasting your money! Trust me, it's really fun. What you have to do is start from being the new kid and you can choose your life in high school (jock, nerd, skater). I spent all day yesterday playing it. Then I played 'Homecoming Queen' which inspired me to write a new book! Seriously, I have the entire story in my head now:) Go get the app!

Mom might have POS

The doctor told mom that she might have Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome. Which is the most common hormonal disorder of women in a reproductive age. Mom and I looked it up and she had almost 80% of all of the symptoms. The good thing about this disorder is that it's not life threatening (most of the time) and it can be taken away. One of the symptoms is OBESITY!! Which will explain mom's rapid weight gain (she gained like 50 pounds in 2 months). The good thing is that when they'll help her, she'll lose weight. She's going to go get another exam to make sure that's what it is. I'm pretty certain because like I said, she has 80% of the symptoms.
Please, pray for my mother?

Why you gotta be so mean?? ♥

Recently I recieved a message on blogger by a girl who did not like my blog whatsoever. She told me that it was stupid and pointless. She told me that I'm a stupid little girl who shouldn't be allowed anywhere near the internet because I'll 'infect' people with my 'stupidness'.....

Ahahahahaha!!!!

I am a stupid little girl! And that's why people like to read my blog. To be honest, your message made me laugh out loud! You're totally right, I shouldn't be allowed anywhere near the internet. I'm using this blog as a way to express myself without worrying about being judged. I don't care about what you think of me because you're mean and I don't care for you:) I'm not going to say anything to you because I'm sure you're not that bad of a person.
You sure are being annoying though...so stop, please?
And if you don't wanna stop then continue to send those messages because I could care less. They make me laugh :)
P.S. Stop reading if you don't like my blog. Simple as that:)

Anyway, love you guys! More posts later I promise!! ♥

PISSED OFF!!!

SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP
DON'T WANNA HEAR IT
GET OUT, GET OUT, GET
GET OUT OF MY WAY
STEP UP, STEP UP, STEP UP
YOU'LL NEVER STOP ME
NOTHING YOU CAN SAY WILL
EVER BREAK ME DOWN!!!!

Ahhh:) don't you feel so much better??

SPIT hit the fan!

Well Marcus and Carissa are gone. Mom and them had a big fight and now they're gone. It's sad because I don't want Marc to leave. It's Carissa who is the real problem. You wanna know what happened? Well Carissa went back into their room and told Marc that my mom told her to "Get the eff out!" which she did not. I was there and mom never said such a thing!!! So Marc freaked out and starting throwing stuff and started yelling so mom started yelling. They left. With a little note that said "Sorry for the inconvienve of helping family, bye!"
Mom was so upset! She cried and cried! So I texted Carissa explaining the whole thing. I asked her if she could please text back so mom would know that they weren't dead. Carissa replied with: "Why would we be dead?"
I replied: "A mother worries about everything. All she knows is you left the house mad."
She replied: "Still am..."
I replied: "I know that. Doesn't matter."
She replied "Ok can you please stop texting us we're trying to find somewhere to live."
I replied: "Okay. Have fun."
I STOOD UP FOR MYSELF GUYS! I AM SO SO SO SO SO PROUD! Like you guys don't even know! It's an amazing feeling. I feel like I can go kick down a building if I want to.

Serious news/family drama.

About a week ago I went to the hospital with my mom because she needed a CT scan. Turns out she has a tumor on her ovary. The doctor doesn't think it's cancerous. They're still going to watch it to make sure nothing is wrong with it. Marcus and Carissa didn't even ask what her results were! THEY ARE SO SELFISH! My entire family is fighting right now because of Marcus and Carissa. It's getting ridiculous! I feel like I'm the only mature one in this house! I'm trapped in my room! I'm not going to see Danny for two weeks! And to add to that- I dropped my phone in a cup of water so it doesn't work!!! FML!

1 YEAR BIRTHDAY!!

Yeah you read this right! My blog is offically 1 year old today!! It was exactlu one year ago when I started it. Back when I was a scared little freshman! WHICH I AM OFFICALLY NOT ANYMORE! I got my report card today (perfect timing, huh?) and I passed all my classes! NO summer school and no more freshman year!

Lets see, what has happened in this year? I've been through 5 guys? Not exactly sure. But do you remember Todd? Oh the ones who started in the beginning do! And all I can say about him is= EW! He is SOO one year ago!
Hm...I got more friends who actually like being around me! I've lost some weight and I like to think that I'm becoming kinda pretty. I've stood up for myself. I've cried. I've laughed. I got a cute boyfriend!! This was a pretty fantastic year and I'm glad I got to share it with you:)

You guys are seriously the best people on earth!!!
I LOOOOVEEEE YOU!!
Thank you for listening to my boring life! I have no idea why you do it but please don't stop! Lol you should even tell your friends about my boring life?? You know...just in case...:) Anyway, I don't want this post to be all about me because I wan't it to be about ya'll! My followers, my stalkers, my HOMIES! That's it- you guys are offically my homies! (Does anyone say that anymore?).
Anyway, you guys are great and thank you so so so so much for reading! I promise that I won't stop blogging for a long time. Maybe I'll keep writing when I run away with the circus? Lol I'll keep you guys posted if I decide to make any big plans like that.

Oh, Jake!

Do you guys remember Jake? I used to have a big thing for him not to long ago? Well if not let me recap- He did something nice for my family, he acted like he liked me, made me like him, he hung me out to dry. Well I was just cruising around on the ol' Facebook when I thought "Hey, maybe I'll go look at his page!" He unfriended me!! But his profile is anything but private so I can still see all of his status updates. One update said: Alright, i went through and deleted The people i dont really care about off of my friends list. so if you can read this, it means i care about you. even if its just a little bit.
"The feelings mutal kid, have nice life." Was what I thought in my head. I never even thought about it twice- we're not friends anymore, I was okay with that.
And then he starts texting me. I text back being nice and he's being all *winky faces* and *flirty* junk. Boys are stupid. No I take that back- Jake is stupid. He's been like "I miss your beautiful face!" yeah BULL! I'm not falling for it again! I think Jake is just trying to pull me away from Danny. Which I'm telling you right now, is not happening. There is no way that I would choose Jake over Danny. I went from crushing on Jake (and feeling like trash) to being with Danny (and feeling like I'm on top of the world.). Danny texts me right back, Jake took hours. Danny tells me I'm beautiful constantly, Jake never so much as uttered a compliment. Danny is sweet and selfless, Jake only cares about himself. Hmmmm....who should I pick??? Not a very hard choice. Sorry Jake. Sucks for you:)

What a lovely morning!!!

This morning I woke up very peacefully. I woke up to the sound of 'The Lazy Song by Bruno Mars' I smiled and sang along as my eyes opened up. Then I rolled over and looked at my phone to see that I got 8 messages of Danny just being sweet. Then I got up, made my bed, brushed my teeth, got some water, the then laid back down in bed and got on Blogger. Now THATS what I call a perfect morning! Oh, and Marcus and Carissa are asleep for the moment so there is absolutely no drama at the moment....BUT YESTERDAY! I woke up to Marcus and Carissa yelling at eachother. So I hid in my room until I was so hungry that I couldn't even bare it- I walked out into the living room to see them asleep on the couch. Do you know what that means? If Cassidy wants to be kind and considerate, she can't microwave anything (for some reason we have the loudest microwave on the planet) so I had to get some toast and sneak back into my room. Then I had to go to the restroom to see THAT THEY COMPLETELY DESTROYED IT! Bare in mind that I cleaned it the day before...THE DAY BEFORE!! HOW DO YOU DESTROY AND BATHROOM IN ONE DAY?! Then my mom left to go to the doctor- leaving me alone with them. Luckily, Marcus had a doctors appointment as well so he left soon after. I was alone at last- so I watched T.V. and lounged on the couch. But after a while I started noticing that the house was getting hotter and hotter- the a/c broke! Bare in mind that I live in TEXAS. It's around 100 degrees constant all day long. So the house was real real hot! Mom was really angry at the condition of the house because Marcus and Carissa just destroyed it. So when THEY came home, Mom made sure to make DAD have a nice talk with them. A good thing about yesterday was when Marcus said to dad "Hey, go look at Cassidy's room! It's a complete mess!". HE TRIED TO GET ME IN TROUBLE! But luckily, I was bored when I was stuck in my room all day so I cleaned it. Dad came into a spotless room. TAKE THAT MARCUS! Eventually the guy came to fix our a/c, Mom and I made cookies for the entire family, and I fell asleep in a clean room. Hopefully, today will be much better then yesterday. All I know is that this was a pretty lovely morning:) But the bad thing about today is that I have to clean my bathroom -_-

Feather extension? -_-

I might be going over to Danny's house today. His sister is a hairdresser and she has a LARGE amount of feather hair extensions that she is selling for 5 dollars each! 5 DOLLARS!! And they're not the cheap ones either! People spend like 30 dollars on stuff like this. To be I honest, I think it's cool- on other people. It's not going to look good on me because I can't pull edgy stuff like that off. Danny's sister can (with her pink wigs and bright red hair). Also I don't like how everyone is doing it! I don't want to look like a TRENDmonkey and not even pull it off (yup Trend monkey- I just made that up lol) But his mom insists on buying me one. I don't want to say "No I don't want one because everyone else has one." that's just rude. So I'll just let her do it, plus I want to support his sister. I'll post pictures later:)

It was nice while it lasted.

Sadly THEY'RE BBBAAAACCCCKKK! Yeah, Marc and Carissa came back. They actually came home yesterday when my parents were in Oklahoma (they went to go visit their friends) and Marc was in bad mood. Mostly because his expensive, piece of trash he calls a trunk broke down. Serves him right for being so impatient- he knows better then that. They're not bugging me so much anymore because Carissa is starting to finally warm up to the family and she's actually talking to us now! Also I've been reading a lot more. I've gotten a lot of Sarah Dessen books that I haven't even touched yet but I will, don't worry. I wish Sarah Dessen could write my life:) she's fantastic. Right now, I'm reading Water for Elephants! WHICH IS THE BEST BOOK I HAVE EVER READ!! It's about a guy name Jacob who ran away with the circus. It's sooooo goood! There is SOME mature content. There is some cussing. And so far, I've read a descriptive part about a 'dwarf' and an eight pager (ew). So don't suggest this book to a 10 year old girl...just saying.

Happy day!

I slept in today and my slumber was not interrupted by my brother and sister fighting. They actually left for the deer lease yesterday when Danny and I were at Six Flags. Just so you guys know, I'm soaking it up!! I don't have to worry about what Carissa thinks about me. I can watch as much t.v. or read as many books as I want, without worrying about what they have to say. I'm very, very happy right now:) I hope they stay in the deer lease FOREVER! Because I don't want them to come back...is that mean to say?
(Today's post is orange because I'm feeling super 'summer'y today)

My best friend:)

I just woke up and it's 9:47 in the morning. Still trapped in my room but I'm in a much better mood. I talked to Danny on Skype last night. *GASP* THEY TALK ON SKYPE! Yes, we talk on Skype but that's because he lives 36.4 miles away and 51 minutes (without traffic). Everyone is always saying "Baaad things happen on Skype!!!" Yeah, that is true but not with us. We just talk. Either about really serious stuff or we just kid around. Last night, we talked about SERIOUS stuff. I'm not sure how the subject came up but we talked about the BAD WORD (sex). We've been together for 3 months and most couples would've had already started doing things. We have joked around before but we're not and we're not going to for a long time. I feel a certain way about Danny...I like him. I like him a bunch. Or you could say that I care about him. I care about him a lot. I might even...care for him a great deal. I might just love him guys... But I'm not going to try to grow up so quickly.
Danny asked (very shyly I might add):
"So when or if, we are going to DO things...when do you think that will be?"
And this is what I said:
"When we're ready. Or when I'm ready. I'm not going to put a timeline on it because I don't know. It could be tomorrow or in a year. All I know, is that you'll know when I'm ready. You're going to have to be patient and accept that. I don't want to grow up. It might be a long, long, long time."
And he said (with a smile):
"I've waited 16 years, I can wait a couple more."
I love that he's being very respectful and not pressuring me at all. What I realized that Danny is to me right now, is a friend. He's a best friend that I can tell everything to (kind of like you guys, since you know every thing that happens in my life).
We talked ALL NIGHT last night. We stopped talking at 2 because...well he fell asleep. AND HE SNORES SOOOO LOUD! Borderline the funniest thing he has ever done.

Sneaky blogger! -_-

My mom was starting this blog about her weight loss a couple of days ago. She was trying to decide whether she wanted Blogger or Wordpress. I accidentally made it slip that I have a blogger. AND SHE FREAKED OUT. "What is it? What's the website name? How long have you been doing it." I wouldn't tell her and she got so upset! She doesn't understand this is my way to vent without worrying about what people are thinking about me. I didn't tell her and hopefully she hasn't looked through my history to see. I'm a considerably good child! I've never been drunk or done drugs or had sex. I'm treated like I'm the presidents daughter and that I'm going to be assassinated if I'm away from my parents for a second. They're looking out for me I know but I'm allowed to have something private! As a human being I'm allowed my privacy. To be honest though, my parents aren't that bad. I was watching the Tyra show one day (and I am still in love with Tyra today) and she was talking to parents who snoop through their kids stuff and put cameras in their room! At least my parents don't have cameras in my room. At least....I don't think they do....-_-

Prisoner in my own home? I think so.

I was expecting to write all these happy posts about summer as soon as school let out but I was DEAD wrong. My brother has signed out of the Marine Corps and he and his wife are now living in the room next to me. Bare in mind that I was used to them living across the ocean. UGH! They're driving my parents and I absolutely batty. They're messy, immature, rude, inconsiderate...just ugh! Carissa, his wife, is 18 and she likes to act like she's so much older and that she knows everything. Only my mom can do that Carissa (and that's only because she actually DOES know everything). CARISSA YOU'RE 3 YEARS OLDER THEN ME! GET OVER YOURSELF! My brother and Carissa needed a car when they got home. Dad looked for months for a car for them. He wanted to get a nice one that wasn't over priced and my dad was going to pay for that car OUT OF HIS OWN POCKET! But NO that wasn't good enough. Carissa threw a little fit when she got home because they didn't have a car. They ended up buying this overpriced, piece of junk because they couldn't wait another second. It's so awkward being around Carissa because all she does is sit next to my brother and say nothing. We try so hard to include her and yet she doesn't try at all. AND on top of all of that- they are on drugs. Not any of the hardcore ones because Marc can't take those (he won't pass the drug test.) They're taking roofies or something. I saw Carissa fall asleep sitting straight up on the couch. Dad talked to them last night and he was like "Hey, I'm not stupid. I know that you guys are on something." and they were like "Someone slipped it in our drink, someone slipped it in our drink!" that was 2 days ago. Last night, they went to sleep at 4 o'clock in the morning (I know because they woke me up at 1 and kept me up) and it's now 4:00 in the afternoon and they're still asleep...yeah and it's not jet lag because they've been here for almost 2 weeks. They're so stupid. To add to that, I'm stuck in my room all day because I hate having to put on a fake smile every time I see them. All I've done this weekend is clean my room. I'd clean my bathroom but there's no use, every time I clean it they mess it up right after! I HAVEN'T EVEN GOTTEN TO SEE DANNY ON SATURDAY! I NEED MY DANNY TIME YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW! I might just snap guys! Right now would be a great time if Danny had his license. Even though my parents won't allow me to drive away with him, at least we can sit in the driveway and not be in this jail! UGH! Sorry for the depressing post guys but I'M STINKING TIRED OF THEIR BS! Well it's 4:09 right now and I can hear Marc and Carissa waking up...joy joy joy. One good thing that will come out of this is that I'll blog more....alright bye guys.

*Late post* NO MORE SCHOOL!!

I was going to post this on Saturday "Yesterday was my last day of school ladies! Can you believe that this year is finally over?! I can't even express in words how happy I am! I'm ready to EXPLODE! THAT'S how happy I am. It was only a year ago when I started this blog. I was talking about my upcoming freshman year and how scared to death I was. I feel like I've changed a lot. Anyway, I like to think that I care less about what people think about me. It's too much effort anyway, screw them! They suck anyway. I'm just going to be myself and if people don't like it- I'll kill 'em with kindness. That's the best way to get back at them anyway. This summer I'm looking for to having FUN! Going to Six Flags, To Danny's Concerts, to pool parties, and friends houses. I'M GONNA GET ALL TAN AND JUNK! And no not SPRAY tan- the actual stuff that comes from the sun (In moderation though, I don't want to develop any kind of skin cancer.) Today I'm gonna go out and buy tons of shorts in all different colors and I'm going to clean my room so that the troubles from this year won't bug me anymore. This is gonna be a fun summer. I CAN FEEL IT!" Yeah right...lol

SUMMER

YOU deserve much better!

Amber & Chad...
BAAAD COUPLE! Chad is a disgusting cheater who treats Amber like she's dirt. Somehow, Amber is convinced that she'll never do any better then Chad. He cheated on her more then 30 times but she continues to stay with him. Her friends have threatened to stop talking to her but she continues to stay with him. He hits her...but she continues to stay with him. Okay before you freak out completely, her parents now know that Chad hit her- that doesn't stop her though. She thinks she's so ugly and fat and no one will love her. When a guy cheats on you with TONS AND TONS of girls, in the boys bathroom, then he doesn't love you. If he loved you he wouldn't have done anything like that. There are so many guys out there who would love to be with Amber but she doesn't see that. She sees "Chad is my popular football player and I can't do any better..." and that's it! There ARE good guys out there, girls! I know it sounds like I'm bragging about Danny and I'm not trying to do that- I'm just saying there are good guys out there. I tried telling Amber that and she was like- "Shut up Cassidy! Just because you have your boyfriend doesn't mean you know anything! I thought my boyfriend was pretty great too."
And before I could cover my mouth I blurted out "Well at least my boyfriend doesn't stick his business in any random girl that'll let him!"

Amber laughed but she knew I was being serious. Don't let yourself fall into her situation because no one deserves the abuse that she takes everyday.You are beautiful and yolu deserve much better:)

Click this to feel beautiful!

8 more!!

Whatever happened to the last couple weeks of school being super fun? Now we have all these exams and grades and averages and blah, blah, BLAH! Most of the normal teachers only give out exam reviews this week but NOT Ms.Meanie Pants (geo. teacher)!I have a project about Australia due tomorrow and I haven't even started on it yet. To be honest, I probably won't. I've been so lazy lately-I don't even try to do my hair anymore! I just throw it back in a bun and pin my bangs back. There's no point in trying to get all fancy for school because it's gonna get messed up in gym anyway. We run a mile EVERYDAY in gym now. And guess who must stare at me while we run....MARTIN!! Today, the guy's coach had them sit down outside and watch us

-_- *jerk*

I kind of thought that it was just me being crazy but I asked one of my friends to run behind me (to watch him and see if he actually does stare). She fell back behind me and watched him when we passed. And surely, she assured me that I wasn't crazy. He was staring. I think he's just trying to mess with me like how I did to him. WELL IT WAS FUNNY WHEN I DID IT! It's only awkward and creepy when he does it...

8 more days until summer and I can't wait! This is going to be my first summer when I'm actually going out and having fun. Seriously, the last summer I spent in complete isolation, preparing myself for freshman year. Now I don't care.

I look back at how scared I was about being a freshman but now I realize how stupid I was for caring. In the beginning I tried to act like I was someone else and it just made me seem awkward. A couple of months ago I stopped caring and I had fun! I suddenly made more friends:) and that makes me very happy. So here goes to show-be yourself and you'll be happy.

Oh Darling, don't you ever grow up!

I've been thinking...
Whenever I see a little girl or boy in the store or on the street it makes me smile. I love kids. Maybe it's because of the innocence in their eyes or their geniune smile. They've never been hurt or broken. Well at least most of them. When I listen to some Taylor Swift songs it seems like she had a fun childhood. With a close family. And it makes me very sad sometimes. There was one moment in my life when I was too innocent to realize what was going on- in my family or in the world. There was a time when I thought Evelyn and Larry cared but they never did. I've made peace with that but it still makes me angry at times. When I look at Danny's family I see that they're so close, while my immediate family is close, we're kind of alone. The rest of the family couldn't care less. When I was a kid everyone was close. When I look back on being a kid I remember staring up at the sky and making up stories in my head. I wish I could go back and listen to those stories again. I'd give anything to listen to my own thoughts when I was little. Sometimes I wish I never grew up...

Sweetie-pie, honey-bun!

So Danny...

We've been together for about 3 months? It'll be 3 months in a couple of weeks. It's time for me to be all lovey dovey and cutesy and stuff. He is literally the sweetest boy ever! I know every girl says that about their boyfriends but I'm certain about this. He's absolutely the kindest person I have ever met. He makes me sooo happy! It's funny how much things have changed since that first post I did about him. I thought he was so cute. I'm not trying to say that I know anything because this is my first real boyfriend but I've found a pretty fantastic guy. I sit and watch my friends practically get abused by these guys and then I have my sweetheart (I would never call him that to his face). For some reason he thinks I'm beautiful and he feels that it's necessary to tell me constantly. I think he's mentally insaine but I'm okay with that. What gets annoying about him is that he gets mad when I'm joking around about myself. Like once he grabbed my side and I said "Don't grab my flab!" I was kidding but he got mad and rolled his "Whatever!" he grumbled. He's not used to me making fun of myself? He better get used to it because that's ALL I do:) As you've noticed from this blog. More posts later...

IF YOU FLIPPING CORNER ME ONE MORE TIME..

So there's this guy named Martin...

My friend LeAnne had a big crush on him for a long time. So of course, me being the fantastic friend I am, I gave her a little push in his direction. Literally, I pushed her into him once. I have gym with him so after LeAnne told me she had a crush on him I stared at him. EVERY GIRL DOES THIS! If your friend is dating a guy or something, you stare at the guy! It doesn't mean you like him or anything. You're just suddenly fascinated with the guy...it's completely normal! Well I shouldn't have done that. ..

I was walking to the parking lot after school and I walked past Martin and his friend Chrisopher. I heard Martin whisper "That's her..." and Christopher looked over at me. What would you do in this situation? I laughed out loud.

Why? I'm not sure but I just continued to walk past them, staring off into the distance. They 'cornered' me the entire time.

What is 'cornering'? When you look at someone out of the corner your eye. But it's only 'cornering' when you're blatantly obvious. Next thing I know, a week later Chris is sending me a message on Facebook that says "pourquoi es-tu si belle?" OF COURSE I GOOGLE TRANSLATED THAT! And it means "Why are you so beautiful?".

I ignored it. Out of nowhere, Martin starts staring at ME during gym...it's not as fun when you're on the other side of it!! I don't like it! UGH!!! I want him to talk to LeAnne! Guys make me angry.

Oh my! Cassidy is back for good?

Hello my very fabulous readers!
I know you're ready to kill me for not writing in more then a month. Life is a strange thing. Something happens and you forget to blog about it. Then next thing you know it's May 23rd and you're 15 and freshman year is almost over! I'm sorry that I didn't keep my promise of posting all year round. I'm going to try super hard to get your trust back (to the 1 loyal fan who still reads this). So get ready for a BLOGFEST! Blogs left and right all about MY life after my last post! Are you ready? You better be baby! I'm going to be ranting and raving. I'm going to be sharing my stupid stories and bad mistakes. I'm going to talk about a boy named DANNY! Yup, Cassidy has a boyfriend of around 3 months (or did you forget?). You know that minute when you're jumping on a trampoline and someone else plops down right next to you- for one moment you're flying through the air in complete bliss but as soon as that second is up you come flying back down to earth, waiting for the next leap. THAT'S the moment my life is in right now. That split second of bliss. You know why? BECAUSE I MISSED YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!!!

KISSED!

Yes! Danny kissed me. Well maybe I kissed him? It was a mutal kiss!! Do you wanna know the details? BECAUSE I WILL TELL YOU! I'm more of the 'kiss and tell EVERYBODY' instead of the 'don't kiss and tell'. I kind of rejected him a couple of times...Okay so what happened was- him and his mom came over to our house on Saturday. Danny and I stayed back in my room (I know it's weird that my parents let me be alone in a room with a boy but we did nothing that would make them regret it). We watched Cry Baby for a while until we got bored. We went outside in the backyard for a while. He climbed the tree by the side of the house and he went really far up. I was yelling at him to get down- I didn't want him to fall and die! He kept looking down at me with this weird look "You're so pretty..." he said.

"Thanks." I didn't look him in the eyes and I feel bad about that. I felt awkward! And I didn't know what to do! That was the first rejection.

Then while we in my room I recieved a text that said "Are ya'll kissing yet?" Danny saw the text and looked at me "Well we could be." I said "No." That was rejection number two.

There was a time when I said that his breath smelled good- "Is that a hint?" I said "No." Rejection number three. Why did I reject him? I didn't feel like the moment was right! I was already nervous and if the moment wasn't right I might've had a heartattack. Finally, we were back in my room and his mom came back to say they'd be leaving in 15 minutes. When she left I realized that, that was the moment. I cracked the door a little bit and made him stand up out of the chair. And then the kiss! For a second I couldn't even really feel it- like I didn't know it was happening. So after he pulled back I kissed him again and then there was the fireworks (like in the movies :D). Then he kissed me again...and again. Then I kissed him...then he kissed me...

Yeah I stopped counting how many times we kissed after we got to 10 so....

Just thought you guys should know!

Need some help from the ladies!

So I've had this facination with braclets lately. And I've been feeling very crafty. We never go anywhere but I'm in the mood to seriously spend some cash on some bracelets. I usually buy stuff at Claries but there is none close by. If I buy them online though they are always SUPER expensive. So what I'm asking is do you guys know any LEGIT websites that sell cheap braclets? It would be greatly appericiated. YOUR MISSION: FIND CASSIDY A LEGIT BRACELET WEBSITE

I'm not gonna lie:)

Hello Bloggies!
Last Saturday I went to see Beastly with Danny. I read the book and fell in-love with it so of course I almost jumped out of my seat when I heard it was being made into a movie. While the movie didn't compare to the book, it was still pretty fantastic. The only thing I didn't like about the movie was the dialogue. TEENAGERS DO NOT TALK LIKE THAT!! The people in this movie were so poetic. While I wish that everybody spoke like this (because I'm sure the world would be so beautiful if they did) it got on my nerves. Danny and I snuck in food- because we're cheap. We hid grasshopper cookies in my purse. I had the purse in my lap which restricted him from holding my hand. Eventually he grabbed my purse and put it on the floor.
We sat in the parking lot for about an hour after the movie waiting for our parents to pick us up. I was so tired that I laid my head on his shoulder- he kind of loved that. On the ride home, we sat there holding hands while I contemplated what I was about to do over and over in my head. Finally, I brought his hand up to my face and kissed it. He smiled really big and told me that I practically made his forget his name. He kissed my hand after that. Then he wrapped his arm around me and I think I almost fell asleep there, I was really comfortable. I'll see him next week and I'm very excited. I like Danny:)

Welcome to a main land sunset

Aloha Ladies,
It seems like it's been a life time since the last time I actually sat down and posted. I bet you guys are suuupppper angry about that- I wouldn't blame you if you were. Life just seems to be getting more and more hectic lately. The last couple of months of school are always horrendous until the last day. AND now I have a boy, who by the way is pretty wonderful, that requires a lot of my time as well. He will probably be the main topic of most blog posts because he's usually the only thing really interesting going on in my life. Okay so maybe I went to Hawaii over Spring Break- I'm guessing that could have been something interesting. Honestly, and I'm trying not to complain here, I had a horrible time. Why, you may ask? Well the only reason why my grandmother and I went, was to see my brother. My brother is always in such a bad mood and his wife is too. It's just hard to stomach being around them for more then a couple of hours. I'm always in a bad mood after- I feel sick just thinking about being around them. And then I have to sit in the hotel room and listen to my grandmother talk about how Marc is the greatest child on the planet. In her eyes, Marc never does anything wrong but I can never do anything right. It makes me so angry! It was a nine hour flight both ways. I'm trying not complain, I mean Hawaii was great, when I was alone. Everbody else there kind of ruined for me. I'll post more about Hawaii later because I have a LOT of blogs to make up. Alright bloggies, I'll talk to you super soon.

"It sure felt good when he was holding my hand."

Dear Bloggies,
I haven't posted in a long time! That's crazy because right now everything seems to be happening. I'll be leaving for Hawaii in 4 hours (Happy Spring Break by the way guys).
Yesterday I got a spray tan. I accidentally pressed the 'ready button' early on the spray tan shower thing so I had to put on the lotion in a rush...now my hands are orange. But beyond that, I like being tan (I'm gonna spray tan more).
Last, last night I went to a party with Danny (I know that's all you guys really care about). I'm surprised he actually came (he had to dress up and he didn't know anyone there!) but he went anyway. We got there and as soon as he left the table all my friends were like:
"He's so cute!"
"Good job Cassidy!"
"He has a dimple!"
"He's like BEAUTIFUL!"
My friends are pretty great. We slow danced...and that was a fail! It was to some country song (I wish I remembered) but neither of us can dance so it looked pretty bad. He was so afraid to put his hands on my waist to dance-it took three tries until he did. I had to look down so that I didn't step on his feet lol. It's was still a cute moment though. He got cute points:)
He held my hand. It was adorable the way he did it though. My friendMelissa was messing with him:
Melissa- "You're so cute I wanna, like, take you home and put you on my pillow!"
Danny- "Um, thanks?"
Me- "OH NO! He's going home on my pillow."
He grabbed my hand and pointed at it. Melissa stormed of in fake anger. He got more cute points:)
Later outside we sat and talked for a long time. He told me that I looked nice in my dress like 5 times and I thanked him 5 times. We talked a lot before then but then he finally asked:
Him-"What do you think about being my girlfriend?"
Me-"I would like to..."
Him-"So are we..." he trailed off
Me-"Are we facebook offical now?"
Him-"I'M SO GLAD YOU SAID IT FIRST!"
We held hands on the car ride home. No kiss. And I'm not going to kiss him for a while. Since he lives so far away it gives us the feeling like everything needs to be rushed but I won't let us be rushed.
Anyway guys, it's 3 in the morning and I'm leaving at 6. I still have to take a shower and pack my blow dryer and make up so I'll have to go. I'll blog on my Kindle (I can do that now!)
Love,
Cassidy

So SORRY!

Bloggies!!
I'm so sorry that it took so long for me to write another post! There has been tests, progress reports, projects, extra credit, make up test, make up work, report cards...so much work! High School sucks during the last semester..actually high school sucks in general. There has been a little bit of drama since the last time with Juan!! I might have told you about it but he dated one of my best friends for a year and she really loved him (She's like 18 now...). They broke up and I saw how much it hurt her. Lately Juan has been hitting on me like a LOT. At school he told a couple of people (including my friend) that he and I did things (yeah that kind of stuff). I was so shocked! Why would someone do that? I told Danny about it and he said: "Because guys think with their pants...that's why we're so stupid."
My friend told me that she knew Juan was lying and she knew that I wouldn't do that to her. I just had one more thing- clean my record at school. I still can't believe I did it but I walked right up to him (in the middle of a group of giant junior boys) and confronted him. Can you believe it?! ME! I CONFRONTED HIM!:
Me- Why? Why would you do that?!
Him- What??
Me- Why would you tell people that?! What is wrong with you? If you really wanted to go out with me, do you think that spreading lies about me would work?
Him- Whatever...
Me- Oh and....(I said this part really loud) JUAN *his last name here* IS A LIAR WHO CAN'T GET A GIRL SO INSTEAD HE HAS TO LIE ABOUT IT!!
His friends thought that was hilarious and people stopped to stare at us. I left smiling. Of course, I felt bad about it later but I don't regret it. He deserved that! I'm just surprised I did it! It was like someone else took over my body it-it...IT FELT SO GOOD! I need to yell at people more...
I had another date with DANNY yesterday, I'll talk about it in the next post.
Something really serious happened in my family that is so grim and depressing that I don't even want to post about it. Something happened to my 8-year-old cousin but he's fine! He's gonna be fine now because he's getting help...that's all you guys need to know. Danny called me that day and FORCED me to tell him. After I told him, the conversation went a little like:
Danny- Oh....
Me- Yeah...
Danny-....
Me- I know you don't know what to say.
Danny- Yeah, I'm sorry I don't...
Me- It's fine, it's okay. Everything is gonna be okay. It's just the shock you know?
Danny-...wow...
Me- Okay let's just change the subject, okay? :)
Danny- Sure (random screaming in the back ground)
Me- Hahaha what was that?
Danny- Nothing...so what's up?
Me-....
Danny- Oh stupid question...sorry.
Me- Hahahahahaha
Danny- I'm glad you're laughing:)

I really like Danny...he treats me like....anyway I'll blog ya later (like 2 minutes later) lol

Winter Jam Ya'll!

So guys I KIND OF WENT OUT ON A DATE WITH DANNY! Are you freaking out right now? I know you are:) I would've posted about it last night but I was so tired that I fell asleep as soon as I got home. Last night the Winter Jam came to Dallas. The Winter Jam is a christian concert thing. Jane had 3 'extra' tickets and she's been pushing my parents and me to go for about a week so finally, my parents said yes. It was horribly stressful, mom made a big deal about EVERYTHING (like she usually does). My parents literaly fought the entire drive up there. I'm kinda glad they fought, it gave me something else to focus on rather than be nervous. We're great actors though so when we actually met Danny, Jane, and Alan my parents were all smiley. Danny actually hugged my mom as soon as he saw her. Mom always feels the need to monitor everything she does around him because she doesn't want to embarrass me so she felt strange. Jane GOT A SUITE! Seriously her company owns a suite there and we had it all to ourselves! Danny and I sat in the blacony (right outside the suite) while my parents and his parents sat on the couch and talked. We talked whenever we could. It wasn't deep, meaningful coversations because we could barely hear each other. We had to put our faces really close together to hear what the other was saying (Mom said it looked like we were kissing a couple of times lol. We weren't!). Alan continued to give us food! I wasn't even hungry to begin with! At first he asked me if I wanted anything and stuck his tongue out at me and ran away. He came back with 2 giant pieces of cheese cake. Danny apologized for him. The cheesecake was pretty good though...
About 2 hours into the concert I got a text:
Danny- :P
I looked over at him and he was looking at me out of the corner of his eyes with this weird smile. We have this inside joke where we send smiley faces whenever we want to talk but don't know what to say. So I sent him a crayon:)

Me- O))_crayola_))>

We just laughed. Maybe it was a 'you had to be there' moment?
Mom said that Danny and I were in 'sync'. She said every time I brushed my bangs out of my eyes, he would fix his hat. Every time he yawned, I would yawn 2 seconds later (we were both REALLY tired). Whenever I tapped my foot, he would do it too. And apparently we sat the same way. My mom would notice stuff like that. Danny and I held hands for a second...but his mom held hands with him too. Lol the pastor guy told everyone to grab hands with the person sitting next to you (we didn't even pray! We just sat there holding hands like idiots)...he has warm hands :)
After it was all over we walked to the parking lot and I had to give Danny his valentines day present. It was a heart shaped pillow that said 'Text me' I thought it was funny because of what he got me. He just blushed and smiled. His parents stared at us the ENTIRE time. After, our parents stood in a circle and talked for like 15 minutes while we stood by the truck. He didn't say anything- He just held onto the pillow and smiled awkwardly. Finally after a couple minutes I realized I did something wrong and I said:
"Did I just make things awkward?"
He smiled "No I just don't know what to say..."
"I did make it awkward. I'm sorry."
He said "No that's not it. I just promised myself I wouldn't make tonight awkward...and I know if I say something right now I'm going to say something stupid and..."
Then we left with awkward hugs and sleepy goodbyes. As soon as I got into the car my phone vibrated:
Danny- Thanks:)
Me- You're welcome. I'm sorry I made things weird.
Danny- Haha you didn't at all :) it turned out way better than I though tonight was gonna be:) I'm glad you came good night:)

There were THREE smiley faces in the text message. When we got home mom talked to me in the kitchen. She told me a story that Jane told her: One day Danny ran up to Jane and said "Mom, mom! I asked Cassidy to be my valentine and she said yes!!" Then Jane said "Danny, what does that mean?" and he said "I don't know but she said yes!"

For some reason this seems like I ripped it straight out of a badly written, teenage romance novel but I didn't! I just can't believe something so...adorable could be happening to me. AND to answer your question- he is very cute:) He's got dark hair, dark eyes and DIMPLES! Lol they're cute. He's really skinny but I realized that he's like 6 feet tall (which made me, being 5'3, feel really short) which makes him look skinnier than he actually is.
Alright bloggies, I have to go! Thanks for reading and listening to my boring stories:)