Dragon Slayer.

I had a dark age. Where all I wanted was light.

But there was none.

I was trapped in a tower surrounded by monsters and guarded by dragons.

I lost all hope that there ever would be light so I settled in the darkness.

Until the month of August.

When the strength built inside of me & and I realized that I could find

the light on my own.

I battled my own monsters.

And slayed my own dragons.

When I went to clean my sword, I saw it-

the light.

That was waiting for me at the end of the tunnel.

My struggle was worth it.

My battle is over.

I don't know guys, I'm just tired and bored.

Can't sleep... so drowsy...

Can't sleep... so so so tired but I can't sleep...gahhhhh
had a good day though
got to see my frans
got to take some pictures
got...
guys Im so tired
im like out of my mind
allmythoughtsarestartingtoblurtogether
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*goodnight*

Soul Searcher.

I don't what my deal has been lately but I've been uber depressed. I think I might just have a lot of negative energies in my life and it's seriously bringing me down. I thought staying at home for a week or two and taking care of my mom would be like a self-searching journey. Like I'd figure out who I was or what I was doing with my life. Instead I've been feeling guilty, lonely, bored, and depressed. Maybe I need to branch out and do more soul searching things outside. But by myself- I need to get away from Tori and her negative attitude. Like honestly, I forgot what it felt like to hang out with people that I actually look forward to being around. Maybe I've just outgrown her...

I don't know.

I just need to make a lot of changes and I need to figure out where I need to start.

When you're sad...

Today, Logan and his father got into a fight. His father attacked him and threw him on the ground. Logan didn't retaliate (which is good because if so, he wouldn't have a home right now). He's nineteen years old now and he can leave whenever he wants- the house, I mean- but I honestly don't think he's made any efforts to leave at all. He constantly talks about how much he hates it there but when I suggest leaving, he gets touchy about the subject.

Anything to do with his father he gets touchy. He'll shut down and stop talking to me for days- that's what he's doing now.

There are some things about Logan, that I just don't know about. It's probably because I haven't really been able to get to know him. Though it's been a year, what we have really isn't a relationship. It's the waiting for a relationship. And I don't care how long I have to wait to be with him- he's gonna do what's best for him and I'm gonna do what's best for me.

I just wish that he would actually do what's best for him.

I just hate this new grown up world that I've been thrown into.

And I don't have anyone to talk to it about. My only best-friends in the world are so self-obsessed that they won't stop to listen to my problems. My mother is so 'all-knowing' all the damn time, and she's always so set to make sure that she knows everything about everything that I can't even finish a sentence without her correcting me.

I guess all I have is you guys.

I just wish you talked back.



damn... I'm needy.

Sometimes I just feel useless...

I just feel like a lazy parasite on the world. All I do is take. God has given me so many gifts and I feel like I just do nothing in return. I need to step up my game and try harder- in everything. In my writing, in my photography, in school, in cleaning, in chores... everything.